truth in you lies, doubt in your faith

2007-11-21T11:38:00.001+08:00

moving, for now

okie, after 5 years of blogging@blogspot, i'm going to try to move my blog over to livejournal. this is because of the often feedback that my blog cant be read, have many pop-ups and so on. one even had to read the blog through 'view source'. hahahaha.

okieee, so click away. ((:

xoxoxoxo

2007-11-20T10:29:00.000+08:00

jay chou

ehhh ehhh. ANY JAY CHOU FANS?

i've jay chou's 18th jan concert tix on hand. anybody wanna buuuy? help me ask around k. thankssss.

hehehe. ((:

PS: selling for sister please, that dumbdumb.

2007-11-14T10:02:00.000+08:00

soon baby

okieee, my blogs abit dead. will update on my HK trip and everything esle sooon okieees. :D

andandand. can i repeat myself, that im very sad that i couldnt make it for three bdae celebrations (marv's, chin's & fang's) last week cos i was in HK? :( booo.

PS: bintan on the 30th. (:

2007-10-21T21:17:00.000+08:00

white&black

too many words, too little words.

080907

hello nicole. i heart u.

250907

mooncake festival @ punggol park. happy 5th years you two! (:

280907

kcp lovees.

171007

happy birthday jason. STUDY HARD FOR O's!

181007

happy birthday fred. OWNING YOU IN MJ ON SAT, WATCH OUT.

tf02's prata session. tf02, all about fun. (:

2007-10-11T16:59:00.000+08:00

friendship

Well, I came across this post on friendship and it kinda of made me alittle disappointed. I never did post about what happened 2 years back on how we 7 girls lost this dear friend of ours. no, she dint die. in fact she's well and pink in health now.

Well, 4 years is a long time, but probably to you its nonexistence because time doesnt matter. These 4 years, we went through lots. From joy and laughter to anger and sorrow to still more joy and happiness. What's important is that we were true to you, never hypocritical.

I cant remember when it all started, probably when u made new friends? We made new friends too u know, lots of them in fact. But the 7 of us still cared for each other. Oh? It wasnt when u made new friends? Then maybe it was when u decided differences between u and her was just something you are going to give in to and trade in for the 4 years of friendship. Sure, theres born to be differences between people, who doesnt? Oh wait, or was it your stubborness and pride? I dont know, too many maybes to really know.

Okie. So its unfair to blame it all on you, maybe we did things to upset you, or maybe we were not sensitive enough to your needs. But I know we tried to bring issues up and talk about it, have you? You know, if we meant something to you, you would have at least tried to attend our meet ups. But guess what, i guess we gave up on y0u too.

This entry isnt about anger or hatred for you, its just feelings that was bottled up from the beginning. I'm not being mean here, i'm just being expressive.

2007-10-09T10:38:00.000+08:00

hehehe

enough of my two gfs. time for another love of mine. (:

[11:35:05] catherine.lee.jin.feng says: chomps tonight???
[11:35:16] yucherrn ; says: BOOHOOO.
[11:35:25] yucherrn ; says: (DUN MIND MY CAPS COS WORK NEEDS CAPS LAZY CHANGE
[11:35:34] yucherrn ; says: EHH. TONIGHT?
[11:35:41] yucherrn ; says: I'LL BE AT BUKIT PANJANG LAAA
[11:35:43] yucherrn ; says: LOL
[11:36:09] catherine.lee.jin.feng says: WAD
[11:36:15] catherine.lee.jin.feng says: FOR?
[11:39:28] yucherrn ; says: MJ
[11:39:31] yucherrn ; says: AAHHAHAHAHAHA
[11:39:43] catherine.lee.jin.feng says:WADDD
[11:39:51] catherine.lee.jin.feng says:SHEENA HOUSE?
[11:40:35] yucherrn ; says:YA
[11:40:39] yucherrn ; says:WANNNA COMEEEEE
[11:40:40] yucherrn ; says:HEEEH
[11:40:45] catherine.lee.jin.feng says:RAHHH
[11:40:46] catherine.lee.jin.feng says:NOOO
[11:40:55] catherine.lee.jin.feng says:I THINK I CHOOSE FOOD OVER MJ
[11:40:55] catherine.lee.jin.feng says:LOL
[11:41:05] yucherrn ; says:HEHE
[11:41:10] yucherrn ; says:I WNAT FOOOD TOOO
[11:41:13] yucherrn ; says:BUT... FAT ALREAYD
[11:41:28] yucherrn ; says:DO I GET DELIVERY W LOVE FROM U?
[11:41:29] yucherrn ; says:HHEHE
[11:41:51] catherine.lee.jin.feng says:OFFLINE

thats was surely alot of love from catherine. boo. haha. so that was on friday, now i shall show you today's source of entertainment.

[09:45:40] yucherrn : says:
ahahaha
[09:45:51] yucherrn : says:
me and sheena playing scisssors pppaper stone on facebook
[09:45:52] yucherrn : says:
HAHA
[09:46:18] run wild . run free. jinghui says:
wahh liao
[09:46:39] run wild . run free. jinghui says:
i sure cannot paly one lorx
[09:46:45] run wild . run free. jinghui says:
so lagged
[09:52:28] run wild . run free. jinghui says:
sheena say u damn loser
[09:52:37] run wild . run free. jinghui says:
hahhs dun play lahx,u always so suay w games one..
[09:52:47] run wild . run free. jinghui says:
*thinking of the monopoly that time
[09:52:52] yucherrn : says:
yaaa
[09:52:54] yucherrn : says:
i keeep losing
[09:52:55] yucherrn : says:
HHAHAHA
[09:53:45] run wild . run free. jinghui says:
-_-
[09:56:26] run wild . run free. jinghui says:
how to tell ppl my frens working in gic but playing scissorspaperstone. -_-
[10:33:51] yucherrn : says:
HAHA. what siah
[10:33:51] yucherrn : says:
zzz

PS: okie, i seriously need to post something more productive. hehehe. but i guess life's boring and friends make it oh-so-entertaining. (: so, love you all. (:
PSS: note catherine, I AM YELLOW. :l

2007-10-04T17:37:00.000+08:00

one more!

haha. okie, another convo. :D

'deadSheeeeeeee' has joined this conversation -
[17:02:39] jinghui. run wild. run free. says: ehh u drive fetch me then luggage put in car wad
[17:02:46] jinghui. run wild. run free. says: hor sheena?
[17:02:59] yucherrn ; says: SO U THINK SHEEENA CANNOT DRIVE ISIT
[17:04:25] 'deadSheeeeeeee' says: :x
[17:04:37] 'deadSheeeeeeee' says: can i take front passenger seat
[17:04:47] 'deadSheeeeeeee' says: got air bag, incase yc jam break, safer
[17:04:48] jinghui. run wild. run free. says: cos gt airbag right
[17:04:48] 'deadSheeeeeeee' says: HAHAHAHAHHA
[17:04:54] jinghui. run wild. run free. says: I KNEW IT
[17:05:00] 'deadSheeeeeeee' says: WAH ALO, DAMN IRRIATAITNG
[17:05:04] 'deadSheeeeeeee' says: HAHAHHAHA
[17:05:13] jinghui. run wild. run free. says: WHAT
[17:05:16] yucherrn ; says: SORRRY
[17:05:20] yucherrn ; says: YC CANNOT JAM BREAK ONEEE
[17:05:25] yucherrn ; says: MINUS 2 PTS COS OF TT PLS

YES. i minus two pts cos of improper E-Brake pls. ahahahaha. but anyway...

[17:05:25] jinghui. run wild. run free. says: huh she will zam break one mehx
[17:05:34] yucherrn ; says: IMPROPER JAM BREAK
[17:05:35] 'deadSheeeeeeee' says: oh yea, HAHAH
[17:05:35] 'deadSheeeeeeee' says: LOUSY ONE
[17:05:35] yucherrn ; says: ZZZZZZZZ
[17:05:39] 'deadSheeeeeeee' says: SHEENA DRIVE LA
[17:05:42] 'deadSheeeeeeee' says: WAHHAHAHAHAH
[17:05:42] yucherrn ; says: YEA
[17:05:47] yucherrn ; says: GO RENT MAXI CAB
[17:05:48] jinghui. run wild. run free. says: i dont want crazy taxi
[17:05:48] 'deadSheeeeeeee' says: like in BURNOUT
[17:05:51] jinghui. run wild. run free. says: nor burnout
[17:05:59] 'deadSheeeeeeee' says: I WAN A NORMAL CAR TO DRIVE
[17:06:02] jinghui. run wild. run free. says: i just come bk dont want to die lehx
[17:06:06] 'deadSheeeeeeee' says: wad car are we renting
[17:06:09] 'deadSheeeeeeee' says: JING HUI PAY
[17:06:10] yucherrn ; says: PROTON
[17:06:11] yucherrn ; says: HAHAA
[17:06:12] jinghui. run wild. run free. says: RENT?
[17:06:15] yucherrn ; says: OHH. JH PAY AHH
[17:06:18] jinghui. run wild. run free. says: okie taxi
[17:06:18] 'deadSheeeeeeee' says: HAHAHAH
[17:06:19] yucherrn ; says: THEN DUN NEED SHY ALREAYD
[17:06:20] yucherrn ; says: POSHE?
[17:06:22] 'deadSheeeeeeee' says: wait half way break down
[17:06:25] jinghui. run wild. run free. says: pay in rmb. okie okie
[17:06:26] yucherrn ; says: BUT CANNOT PUT LUGGGAGE
[17:06:29] yucherrn ; says: MAYBE PUT BEHIND
[17:06:31] yucherrn ; says: THEN DRAG
[17:06:33] yucherrn ; says: U KNOW U KNOW
[17:06:34] 'deadSheeeeeeee' says: then we call jing uhi , sorry cannot fetch u alr
[17:06:34] 'deadSheeeeeeee' says: HAHHAAH
[17:06:36] yucherrn ; says: LIKE JUST MARRRIED
[17:06:40] jinghui. run wild. run free. says: WTH
[17:06:43] 'deadSheeeeeeee' says: idea
[17:06:49] 'deadSheeeeeeee' says: if got our presetn, we put in car

and so we talked some more, and them being the oh-so-auntie....

[17:18:10] 'deadSheeeeeeee' says:wah lao, yest missed my bus can, seriously wann slaps u
[17:18:30] jinghui. run wild. run free. says:*war now
[17:18:34] jinghui. run wild. run free. says:u dunno mehx,
[17:18:40] jinghui. run wild. run free. says:she alwys the last to pack one lehx
[17:18:46] 'deadSheeeeeeee' says:YEA LA
[17:18:46] 'deadSheeeeeeee' says:WAH LAO
[17:18:50] 'deadSheeeeeeee' says:6 then go washroom
[17:18:57] 'deadSheeeeeeee' says:6.05 then pack one leh
[17:19:03] 'deadSheeeeeeee' says:wanna slaps alr pls
[17:19:18] jinghui. run wild. run free. says:wahh liao
[17:19:28] jinghui. run wild. run free. says:washroom is GO during office hrs one lehx.
[17:19:31] yucherrn ; says:.......
[17:19:32] yucherrn ; says:WAHH
[17:19:35] 'deadSheeeeeeee' says:HAHAHA
[17:19:35] 'deadSheeeeeeee' says:THATS WHY LA
[17:19:36] yucherrn ; says:HOW U KNOW I ALWAYS LAST TO PACK
[17:19:37] yucherrn ; says:IDIOT
[17:19:38] jinghui. run wild. run free. says:u dunno one lah
[17:19:44] jinghui. run wild. run free. says:SINCE WHEN WE DUNNO
[17:19:45] 'deadSheeeeeeee' says:then always ganna jam becose of her
[17:19:48] jinghui. run wild. run free. says:BOX U ARHX
[17:19:51] 'deadSheeeeeeee' says:then bus so pack
[17:20:08] jinghui. run wild. run free. says:aiyahh use ur paddle slap her oreadi lahx
[17:20:16] 'deadSheeeeeeee' says:dnt wan
[17:20:20] 'deadSheeeeeeee' says:paddle too expensive pls

bimbo. shakes head. anyway, needs to show your how big the emoticon looks like on ebuddy pls. :l

hahaha. i'm sure sheena's gona kill me for putting all this here. but then again, LOVESSS. (:

okie, for those who are concerned about my attachment at GIC. well, things are getting better. so thank you all who asked. (:

2007-09-25T14:36:00.000+08:00

disturbing

nothing to do at work leads to:

Yu-Chern Chian... google for u
Yu-Chern Chian... ahaha
Yu-Chern Chian... now really nth do
Sheena Seow T... hahas
Sheena Seow T... google wad siah
Sheena Seow T... how to keep urself busy at work
Sheena Seow T... u go try la, HAHAHHHA

so i did and the results are....

How to look busy at work without really working

hahahaha.

anyway, my colleagues were betting on whether i would pass my driving or not. very touched indeeeed for those who bet that i would fail. hahaha. so anyway, CHIN U OWE ME TEN BUCKS COS I PASSSED. wahaahaha.

2007-09-18T16:49:00.000+08:00

conversation

okiee, since im so bored at work. i shall post my conversation with some of my msn mates here. i think maybe just jinghui, cos shes at shanghai and whinning a hell lot. hahaha.

[15:38:30] run wild . run free. jinghui says:
wth
[15:38:46] run wild . run free. jinghui says:
ehhh here typhoon.
[15:38:48] run wild . run free. jinghui says:
HELP.
[15:39:21] yucherrn ; says:
........
[15:39:26] yucherrn ; says:
ur still around
[15:39:28] yucherrn ; says:
isit cold yet
[15:41:05] run wild . run free. jinghui says:
ehhhh wind pretty colddd
[15:41:08] run wild . run free. jinghui says:
u shld hv lent me ur cardigans
[15:41:30] run wild . run free. jinghui says:
here autumn all cardigans and all. u'd like the fashion here now
[15:42:05] yucherrn ; says:
HAHAHA
[15:42:12] yucherrn ; says:
then u have cardi anot
[15:42:26] run wild . run free. jinghui says:
i only hv one plssss
[15:42:40] yucherrn ; says:
then not gona buy?
[15:42:43] yucherrn ; says:
soon?
[15:42:56] run wild . run free. jinghui says:
but they say at e later part of autumn,temp will drop all e way to 10+oreadi
[15:43:07] run wild . run free. jinghui says:
BUT ,
[15:43:07] run wild . run free. jinghui says:
NOW TYPHOON.
[15:43:17] run wild . run free. jinghui says:
tmr still 9. out of 10.
[15:43:34] run wild . run free. jinghui says:
HELP.
[15:44:50] yucherrn ; says:
hahahaah
[15:44:51] yucherrn ; says:
aiyeaa
[15:44:57] yucherrn ; says:
so no winter clothing ahh
[15:45:02] yucherrn ; says:
u inteding to die there ahh
[15:45:06] run wild . run free. jinghui says:
no
[15:45:16] run wild . run free. jinghui says:
almost i think
[15:45:30] run wild . run free. jinghui says:
may die tmr plss
[15:45:31] run wild . run free. jinghui says:
kena BLOWN away

and so.. i asked her for a list of things she need so i can send over. and her reply was...

[16:13:46] run wild . run free. jinghui says:
later lahx.when i brave thru the typhoon later first,then mayb i'll know better too.
[16:13:58] run wild . run free. jinghui says:
k,colleague just say downstairs is flooded.
[16:14:12] run wild . run free. jinghui says:
*faints
[16:14:30] yucherrn ; says:
LOL
[16:14:36] yucherrn ; says:
time for booots plsss
[16:14:58] run wild . run free. jinghui says:
those market kind lrox
[16:15:26] yucherrn ; says:
PCK
[16:16:00] run wild . run free. jinghui says:
i wear WIN oreadi lrox
[16:17:32] run wild . run free. jinghui says:
look at the table below: http://www.weather.com/outlook/travel/businesstraveler/local/CHXX0116?from=search_current
[16:19:43] run wild . run free. jinghui says:
look at the wind speeds. like tmr, 50miles per/hr. day after, temp droooppppppp.
[16:21:35] run wild . run free. jinghui says:
i mean tmr night the temp, and wind speed , 60mph. -_-.

after whinnning somemore, she........

[16:49:37] run wild . run free. jinghui says:
okie
[16:49:43] run wild . run free. jinghui says:
boss ask me go bk
[16:49:43] run wild . run free. jinghui says:
now
[16:50:45] run wild . run free. jinghui says:
talk to ur tonight
[16:52:19] run wild . run free. jinghui says:
byeeee

HOW COME SG NO TYPHOON. if not can go home 5pm too. bahh, i have to stop whinning like jh. wahahaha! (:

2007-09-11T17:02:00.000+08:00

7th day

Lets just say, IAP is a wrong choice for me. Or rather, i picked the wrong department. Risk and Performance Management Department (RPMD) is definitely not a department I would like to work in next time. Its all about guidelines, guidelines and more guidelines. Maybe my exposure in this department isnt sufficient to judge yet, but I knew I liked treasury the moment i joined CAAS. I cant say the same for GIC. Well, yea, GIC has a reputation worth wow-ing over. Thats the plus points.

Okie, I guess this whole 'I-dun-like-RPMD' feeling is because I have nothing to do at work. Imagine this:

Msn from 8.30am
Some work here and there from 9 to 11am with alot of Msn-ing inbetween
Lunch at 12pm to 1.30pm
NO WORK FROM 1.30PM TO 6PM AKA MSN ALL THE WAY TO 6PM

This kinda suck because my plan was to like my attachment and my burning passion will then help me attain an 'A' for my last semester in Ngee Ann. From the looks of it, probably a 'C' would be challenging.

Another frustrating point is that I chose GIC because I was told I would be able to learn here aka do some work. What I've been doing the last 7 days is just wasting time and surfing the net like nobody's business. I'm just this tiny weeny bit away from youtube-ing at work. Wasting so much time just gets on my nerve, you see. Some people tell me to have alitttle patience. I shall do just that, though very much reluctantly.

At the moment, I definitely am not enjoying my attachment but I cant say the same in the future. Hopefully, I do start to like my department by the end of the 5 months. Or maybe, never.

Okie, I have been whinning to every single soul on my msn whos online from 8.30am to 6pm. Terrribly apologetic, but then again, theres probably be more whinning coming. wahahaha! shrugs. okie, slaps self.

Depression stage one commence now.

PS: Thanks all. (:

2007-08-26T23:47:00.000+08:00

august in bethany

august's a special month; maybe its cos im finally free from projects, or maybe its cos i turn 19 and the nation turns 42, or maybe cos im officially done with ngee ann poly's exams forever, or maybe maybe... so lets have a quick august flashback shall we? (:

1st aug

the end of my last presentation for the semester.

the very handmade board game we made for CFAS and...

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SHERMAN FOO HAN RONG

2nd aug

HAPPY BIRTHDAY STEF. hahahahaha. i am done with exams. ENVY ME. (:

3rd aug

dinner and movie(knocked up, annoyingly stupid movie) w alex tai. ahhh. how long we hafnt catch up. (: lovess okie.

6th aug

start of study break and the day nicole sim comes back from shanghai, finally after 6 mths. HOW ARE U DEAR.

after much studying, i head down airport w shawn to pick nic up. oh, surprise surprise, she came home with 6 luggages, not counting the many boxes of stuff shipped over. hahahaha

cheepok. what has china done to you.

and so we took a mrt down to her house while she sat the very comfortable car home.

supper at lagoon it was. a very daring her drove down despite hafnt been driving for the past 6 mths. lucky me, sat in her bros car. i tell u, zi jian is so funny. hahaha.

9th aug

mr alfred had to book in early that day, so he made us(ten of us) watch rushhour3 at an ungodly hour of 12.10pm. who watches movie that early on a public holiday.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY NATION.

call me patriotic, but i like red and white singapore. (:

10th aug

ahh. pre birthday celebration. (: dinner was spend at marriott hotel for seafood buffet,definitely not worth the money. hahahaha.

unglam, thank you.

dxo and mos for some girl time.

11th aug

dinner at newton with bacomm peeeps. was my first time there please. ha ha ha. (: celebrated mine and jenns bdae. (:

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MISS JENN

HAPPY BIRTHDAY YC

thanks for present and dinnner!

12th aug

this time, its post birthday celebration for rach, jessie and me! (: marche@vivocity it was. swt couldnt make it and kims in aust. sobbs.

at least i know rach still loves me that much

13th aug

back to school for more studying.

when studying gets bored u start eating honey stars and milk all together. (:

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ANDREA.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY KENGGUAN.

14th aug

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JENN

HAPY BIRTHDAY MISHELLE

18th aug

first paper, practice law and banking. it was crap.

20th aug

second papaer, investment. it was also crap.

22nd aug

third paper, corporate finance and advisory service. it was still crap.

23rd aug

LAST PAPER, treasury. it was so crap that we dint bother and were looking forward to the mahjong session after the paper. hahahahah.

25th aug

never, never sentosa and club on the same day; u get knocked out by 11pm.

the sun was goood, but the tent was even better. have you seen a tent being moved from one end of the beach to the other? well, i have. crosses finger we do not end up in Stomp where Singaporean go for some cheap laughs.

and then we split ourselves into 4 groups for games. (:

i think they are called 'gua lan kia'

'senior citizens'

i think they called themselves 'losers', i think. lol

cannot remb already la

night was birthday celebration for kai@velvet dragon.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY KAI

yes, he was gone case at 1.30am hohohoho

29th aug

first thing first, HAPPY BIRTHDAY DADDY. hope you liked the mont blanc pen. (:

todays a pretty sad day cos its farewell dinner for jenn,old one, nono and zwen at miss clarity cafe along purvis st.

after much consideration between dlbO, the arena and mos, we ended up at mos. dont ask why. haha. some quality time spend with the old one whose flying off in afew days time.

apparently shes enjoying without our company

sheena

elaine

yc

hello lj

we met this angmoh there

and i saw kai there.

well, the night ended in a not so nice way. too much drama for us. but whats important thats everyones alright, yes? (:

31st aug

the day jenn flies off to chongqin for 5months attachment.

5mths will be gone fast okie. love you lots.

1st sept

the day old one, nono and zwen flies off to shanghai for 5 months attachment.

old one with her track mates

old one with family

old one with us

you three take care over there okie

and... zijian was also taking the same flight as them. not to shanghai but he is going over to canada to study for 4 years. what a coincidence yea? haha. for those who do not know, zijian is nicole's brother and also my sec school senior. hohoho. moreover, my mums good friends with their mum. lol. thats how life is yea, surprising. haha.

you take care in canada too. see ya in canada next year, maybe? hoho.

boo. missing old one already.

well, thats all for aug. ive just finished my only one week holiday that the school gave us before i start my 6 months attachment tomorrow at GIC. im feeling very uncertain; i dont know whats installed for me ahead. but you know how i am like, i like to take things as it is, taking a step at a time. so yea, i'll do just that.

anyway, grandpa got a stroke afew weeeks back and condition aint looking very good. my 2nd uncle got a heartattack some days back and is currently in the ICU. kinda saddening to see them in such state. praying for them to get well, you people too okie.

2007-08-03T11:42:00.000+08:00

my 2 1/2 years in ngeeann

oh my 天. so cute righhht. hahahaha.

bahhh. anyway, todays my last lesson in ngee ann polytechnic. dont think im gona miss much of the lessons anyway. hohohoho. okiee, exams in two weeeks. i need to get started on my studying and........ mahjong too? hehehehe. :D

2007-07-30T12:18:00.000+08:00

i wonder whos fault isit

disqualified from captains ball, food poisoning the past few days, missed stagewerkz, unbearing renovations drilling just above me. AHHH. tell me life isnt about all this. rooars.

oh anyway. lets back track.

300607
went to watch np concert bank w a whole load of ppl. (:

hey you.

070707
kim flew over to aust to study actural(?). she left geo behind. sads. :( OH. she brought her desktop over pls. :l haaa.

lovesloves. (:

220707
had TheLine@Shangri-La with the 3 loves. ((: yummms. it was elaines treat BECAUSE SHE LOST A BET. HAHAHAHAHAHAHAH. (:

slurps

after lunch, went sg art museum w the old one. (:

its purple, NOT pink sheeeena seow.

bahhh.

GIC interview later. wish me lucccks. (:

PS: misses MJ. BOO. fri girls? heh.

2007-07-16T18:12:00.000+08:00

the passing on

i will tell everyone, when the time is right. (: meanwhile, bear with me.

2007-06-28T18:46:00.000+08:00

hello singapore, goodbye shanghai

ahh, yes. i went shanghai last week to visit nicole sim who seems to be dying there. but when i reached there, I THINK SHE IS DOING JUST FINE THERE. @#$%^&* thank you. please return my air fare and accomodation expenses PLUS the extra service for bringing all your cosmetic, donuts and BAH CHANG over.

oh well, it was a reallly great trip. I ATE ALOTALOTALOT SEAFOOOD. not complaining though. hehe. ((: lovesss.

HELLO YOU.

PS: called parents who are in australia now. they are at the casino at the moment. :l

2007-06-26T21:47:00.001+08:00

when tue the 26th feels like fri the 13th

this is the first lap of the last round of ngee ann polytechnic term, you can do it yc.

2007-06-06T12:02:00.000+08:00

the weeks

what ive been doing during study break and common test week

foo's birthday @bluzjaz
st. james dragonfly
pirates
study
watching Heroes
shrek3 (i paid ten bucks. :l )
study
watching Heroes
jas's bdae @eastcoast
chompchomps
mh's bdae @fish&co
study
mahjong
FINISH HEROES SEASON 1
study
mahjong
shopping
sun with moon
NOT STUDYING

zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz

2007-05-31T15:20:00.000+08:00

recap

040407

HAPPY 19th BIRTHDAY KIM. (sorrry for the supppppper late greeetings, hehe). loveslovesloves you sweeets.

050407

HAPPY 21st BIRTHDAY NSON. (oppps, haha)

060407

ACJC's West Side Story Play @ DBS ArtCentral with rachiee

080407

stupid marvin came back to SG ealier to surprise us. hoho.

140407

EXCO CAMP! :D

160407

SCHOOL STARTED. :l

100507

PHANTOM OF THE OPERA @ Esplanade! (:

150507

boardgames in school's library. BLUE BLACK CAN!

160507

HAPPY 18th BIRTHDAY GRACE. smiles!

200507

went to the Asian Civilisations Museum w old one. hehehe.

2007-05-21T23:34:00.001+08:00

guess what i found

haha.

2007-05-17T23:00:00.000+08:00

week 5

this is what lectures have been the last 4 weeks.

thank you, i loook fat. GOODNIGHT WORLD. (:

2007-05-07T23:36:00.000+08:00

year 3, sem 1

well, school hasnt really been that fantastic for me. nonono, it isit all the projects that due ; they are due in july so ive plenty of time, or so i think. its rather the fact that i am taking 5 core modules now and its not exactly the most soothing modules, they are really taxing on the mind. it's not stress, its frustration. rahhhh.

2007-05-01T23:06:00.000+08:00

i watched...

i watched Spiderman3.
Rating: 3.5/5

2007-04-29T15:46:00.000+08:00

hey you

i hafnt been around.

rooars.

2007-04-09T14:07:00.000+08:00

when attachment at shanghai just suck

yucherrn yawns ; says:
HELLLOHELLLo
yucherrn yawns ; says:
U CAME BACK SG AHHH
nicole says:
hahaha
nicole says:
HOW U KNOW
yucherrn yawns ; says:
COME BACK FOR WHATTTT
nicole says:
see doc la

i seriously dunno what to with this ass.

2007-03-25T23:32:00.000+08:00

feng the dumbo

HAPPY 19th BIRTHDAY!
i hope you enjoyed your celebration sweeeets. 7 years of friendship and still counting. ((: may not be in the same course, or the same classs, but bacomm has sure brought us together. may not love u as much as foo does, but i still love u okie! haha. XOXOXOXO.

2007-03-25T00:05:00.000+08:00

stefanus tan lian hock

the man of ... the man. take care of yourself in thailand. 14 days and it will be gone. come back, and u'll heard goood news from TP. ((: no worrrries, thaksin will be nice during that two weeeeks. ((: hoho. bring back some thai girls yeaa! haha.

2007-03-15T16:54:00.000+08:00

results

results out yesterday but i have been too busy uglybetty-ing to blog about it. (:

Business Law - B (I WAS BETTING ON AN A! @#$%^&*)
Credit Managment - B+
Electronic Commerce - B+
Financial Planning - B+
Finance & International Trade - B+

GPA - 3.4

review on my previous 3 sems:

first sem : 3.2
second sem : 3.5
third sem : 3.1
fourth sem : 3.4

boooo. if u plot it on the graph, u see.. a very unstable graph. :l i can kiss SMU & UNSW goodbye. :l

2007-03-12T22:58:00.000+08:00

the events

010307, thur

dinner at swensen w the new & old exco of BA_Comm. ((:

dessert at TCC before cabbing home.

020307, fri

mj session was cancelled and replaced w quality time w love at table108.

w all the sadako moves and unglam pictures, it was cab home at 3am.

030307, sat

early celebration for the old one at Cafe Iguana.

damn funny to see her reaction when she thought we bought heatwave shoes for her. of cos not darling, u deserve the skirt u want and KISSES from us. (: hoho.

time for what she deserve; 3 shots. they may look harmless, think again.

one of the shots was some kinda chillli oil shot. it was so bad she cried. hohoho.

us and the bf. (:

it was drinking to our hearts out till 3am. (:

040307, sun

mj, mj and more mj session at chevrons w badminton peeeps. (:

080307, thur

the company i'm currently working for, Evolve Maxism(EM), launched its product w D&G today. Velocity Scorecard. A press conference at Four Seasons it was.

signing of the contract

the press conference

THE FOOOOD. YUUUMMMMS

and kaiyun of course. my servechina peep whos currently working at EM and invited me to work for her company. ((:

090307, fri

mj, mj and more mj at my house. macs for breakie and school for meeting. (:

2007-03-08T00:34:00.000+08:00

for the old one

LI JING HUI aka OLD ONE
the first time i saw you was... well, let's not bring it up yea?

During your two years in NP you came to know two VERY NICE AND PRETTY GIRLS who bring JOY & LAUGHTER to your life...

and we ALWAYS do stupid stuff that spoils our reputation but ive someting to say...

WE LOVE YOU LOTS LOTS! xoxoxoxo!

HAPPY 21st BIRTHDAY SWEEETS!

2007-03-02T10:51:00.000+08:00

to miss nicole sim & mr marvin kang

MS NICOLE SIM aka australia partner.
you should be on the plane now heading to china for ur attachment. if i can be here blogging abt it, means..... i dint go send you off! hahahah! yea, kena killed by u already pls. haha. see la, dunno how to book flight earlier so can take night flight then yc can go what. now end up w morning flight. hoho. 6 months u're gona be there so pls pls pls take care of yourself. yc wouldnt be there to take care of you okie! ((: if ur nice, i may drop by during tt 2 weeks holiday. hoho. ((: bon voyage my love! xoxoxo!

MR MARVIN KANG aka bacomm president
enough said. we'll see u in 2 mths. ((: xoxoxo!

2007-02-21T22:39:00.000+08:00

cny

i have never really liked cny, find it a drag to go visiting. it's the same this year. boo. but well, i did enjoy myself cos i got to see my grannds and uncles and auntiesss and cousinsss. my family is supppppppeeeer small. my dads only son so i'm left w my mum side. only 3 uncles. lol.

reunion dinner
no photo cos its with my uncle. he brought his super huge lens nikkon camera. weelll, u know those paparazzi kinda camera. yes. ((:

had dinner at country club then a family movie at j8 after that. 'just follow law'. funnny funnny. ((:

day 1

to grannies!

while getttting ready for the usual photo taking session. hohoho

mummy's 3 pretty girls. hoho

yeah!

and off we were to visit my grandpa at the temple.

the girls at grannies

the boys

ALL the cousins. yes, sad right.

day 2

my mums the best mum! hahaha. cute right!

to the carpark

i like.

hello marie!

we like the camera

day 3

marv's house

dont ask me

yc lost 19 bucks. she got kicked out. sads. heh

pretty pretttty

the end.

2007-02-18T22:13:00.000+08:00

from us to bert, eh, marv

shopping w the old one and char-ed one on fri to loosen our pockets and add thickness to our wallets with glossy paper containing our oh-so-v-familiar signatures. that hobby, i like. headed home to dump her ample shopping bags and got changed before heading down to the very crowded chinatown. yc took 9 mintues to cross one end of the street to the other in search for her love ones. this one craze happens only once a year, once!

maxwell hawker

u know we love u lots lots. so be nice and bring it over to china. ((:

and so the next morning...
yc found out that one of the skirt she bought yest wasnt with her other buys. because we(i) had so many shopping bags, yc carelessly dropped one of her shopping bag containing that love-at-first-sight skirt. after fantically sending CAPS SMS to her sweets, she realised it was really gone. sadden she was. :(

ahhh. anyway,
she was walking outside her corridor and realised how many pair of shoes her family has.

her sis says she has another 5 pair in her room. hmmm. ehh.

PS: was just wondering, can a person fall for the same person twice? hmm.

2007-02-04T17:01:00.000+08:00

its....

febfebfeb. i turned my head and its feb already. exam starts in exactly one week - not looking forward to it at all. shrugs.

so what have i been doing lately? i'm not sure either. school, home and out having fun. that's probably what. projects officially ended last week and with our exams ending in due time(2 weeks), that'll end my 2 years in NP.

anyway, went ann siang hill on thur w the old one. saw many prettty things there that were not within our budget. we'll gona work hard and earn lots of money yes? hah. alittle of china town, alittle of town, alot of shopping and fanatastic turkish food to end our sweeet day.

at pizza hut, bukit timah plaza;

what kinda guys do you like?

jh: swimmmers! oooOOoo.. (does the digusting ms swan oooOOoos)
yc rolls her eyes
yc: soccer guys! (droools)
jh: yeayea! sweaty and running on the field. oooOooo.. (does her digusting ms swan oooOoos again)
both stares at es
es: ehhh.. swimmers? of course not table tennis kinda guys right!
laughs

so ss, whats ur preference? canoe? elvin ng? hoho.

2006-12-26T18:00:00.000+08:00

a xmas to remember

a trip to aust was what complete the end of common test and compliment the start of our pathetic 2 weeks holiday. with who? well, ms nicole sim of course. (: our pre-honeymoon.

lots of pics, so it'll prob take some time to load.

17th dec, day 1

was suppose to have a meal of fish&co before my flight but mr alezx's watch apparently showed an hr later than suppose. there goes my fish&co. had BK instead, not complaning though.

parents couldnt send me off because my dad had to close a deal so they came instead. (:

and we were off to the little land called australia

18th dec, day 2
upon touching down, ms yc puked out her BK because of the very smooth flight to aust. and there goes her whole morning there.

since i was pretty much half dead, nic ate breakfast alone.

to make the matter worst, our first stop was to this moreton island,tangalooma wild dolpin resort. it was an hr half curise ride away. hohoho

our rooom

quad bike(?). it was prettty fun going around the island with it. the suns so hot i had freckles after an hr of quad bike. seriously, whats with the freckles.

while waiting for the 4-wheel drive desert tour, we went to the beach to have some fun

still waiting

finally, we reached the desert. the sand was, whoo!

had to entertain ourselves while waiting for the rest to finish their sand-tobogganing

this is what we use for sand-tobogganing. not sure what is it? a short video for you below. funfun. (:

((:

by the time we got back, it was time for dinner. hohoho. after which was time to feeed the dolpin!

and thats it for day 1. oh yes, dinner wasnt filling for us so we had take aways of calamari, wedges and beeer. perfect supper together with nip tuck on tv.

19th dec, day 3

ah, yes thank you. i know i look like a bumber bee. oh wells, back to the old sunglasses. hohoho

off we were to goldcoast. and yes, so cute can both of them.

but of course, we stopped by this factory outlet for some shopping.

they sell fantastic donuts! yummms!

our very hot driver.

after which, we went for some wine tasting at Mt Nathan Winery. ms nicole loves wine so much she drinks them throughout the trip, and i so am not a fan of wine. btw, they sell really cool wine such as honey wine, coffee wine, chocolate wine and so on.

ahh, yes. our room in goldcoast.

after dinner was time for some walking around in the city

ahh, something familiar. and to end the night, we caught johnny tucker must die. hots.

20th dec, day 4

breakfastbreakfast

it was our free day, so we took up this day tour. we were brought to the honey chocolate factory

the bee doesnt loook v friendly. hmmmm

enrichment. nic and me spend quite alot on honey because the things there are soooo expensive. faints

next, centaur remembrance walk. more enriching places

pretty pretty ocean

believe it anot, shes in new south wales and i'm in queensland in that picture.

hohoho

next, plantation safari. do you know bananas in aust cost 10 aussie per kg?! u get it for 2SGD per kg here! seriously, whats up with the price

the growth of lyceee. yumms. v sour though.

while waiting for the boat to come so we could go round the canal and look at the rest of the area, we took this mini train. veyr mini indeeed

i think enough of us. its time for some furrry fluffy animals

they look the sammmeee

fruits fruits. free fruits.

this is called the chocolate fruit. it really does taste alittle like chocolate. together w ice cream, it taste like heaven! yuums.

bought this while shopping. this is their half oz. well, shldnt half oz be 6? hmm

had to settle our own dinner so we ate at hard rock cafe

while waiting for our dinner

i lost 4 bucks. boohoo. and we watched my super ex girlfriend to end our night. what a show

21st dec, day 5

they just wanted to be in the photo

we so look like a couple. so cute pls, not us yes

on one side, its the free fall ride. the other side is this ride where u will go 100m in 2sec horizontally and then up vertically before falling down backwards. this ride is .... hohoho. never knew your stomach can churn tt much even going horizontally. haha

its time for some spongebob

spongebob!

now for some tiger

more tiger!

more rides!

too cute to resist.

call us home sick. but this resembles ngee ann alot.

a walk by the beach, a walk on the street. shopping to end the day

22nd dec, day 6

movieworld!

hmmm

some scene from police academy stunt show

harry potter!

hots

hohoho

batman rideee!

superman ride! this is one shit*y ride. screams

while waiting for the showcase

showcaseshowcase!

we are one sad case. 7 days in aust and we've yet to eat fish&chips. so, we went to hunt for fish and chips! haha. did i mention their fooood is like... hugee servings? before and after.

their cheese and mussles pretty yummmy. ended our night shoppping at some night flea market. ((:

23rd dec, day 7

we woke up at 3am for....

THIS! hot air balloon

ignore the audio, its all dumb conversation. hohoho

ignore this audio too. haha.

a great experience though it was like 200+ bucks. haha.

we came with 2, went home with 4

and we're off back home sweet home.

overall, the trip was enjoyable. ((:

2006-12-15T11:06:00.000+08:00

hohoho

hohoho. i'm back. why? because the last paper is in 2 hours time. SO LONG EC. !#$%^&*()

((:

2006-10-01T22:54:00.000+08:00

till death do us part

i can't do this.

PS: anyway, i'm gona stop blogging for the time being. ((: but i'll not abandon this blog of course. it'll be back, sooon. so yesh, see you readers.

2006-09-23T20:18:00.000+08:00

to the world

"Pride is a common failing. Human nature is particularly prone to it, and that there are very few of us who do not cherish a feeling of self-complacenecy on the score of some quality or the other, real or imaginery. A person may be proud without being vain. Pride relates more to our opinion of ourselves, vanity to what we would have others think of us."

or so the author says, but how very true.

this gf of mine has been having problems with her bf for a long time now. only hearing my gf's side of the story, it was only right that i stood by her side. what he did again and again was simply unforgivable to me. my advice? the one and famous line, 'was he worth your tears?' my thousand and million words of advice fell on deaf ears the moment a simple 'i still love you' was said. what happened to the tradition "i'm sorry"? but if it makes her happy, real happiness, it's all that matters right?

the past two months has been anything but care-free. a moment of desperation could actually cost so much. i knew i was running, as usual. some things that i preferred to be left unresolved.

a v cheerful friend of mine looked so glum yesterday. i send him an sms, and i came to know the reason why. he needed a little assurance and some time on his own. i knew what i need. it wasn't time. give me all the time in the world and everything will still be unresolved. it was something more. one thing for sure, i needed to get my life back on track. i don't want to break people's heart anymore for i know, a broken heart that has been amended back can never be the same as before. the feeling goes, but the scar stays forever. i wish not to be the one who leave the scar, but i was selfish.

and to that friend of mine, i hope everything's been sorted out. even though you dint say word for word what u wished you should have done in the past, i know. so, do what makes you happy now. that's what really matters.

what i need the most now, is to trust myself. many(or rather none) may not know, the 11 months of singlehood did no good to the damage that has been done. everyone knew the break up did not much harm to my life because they believed i was strong. if i was strong, why cant i stand up and open my heart to anyone esle at all now?

i'm glad it all ended last night. ((:

gloat now, for i will be back to the bo-chup and care-free yc as soon as i hit the Publish Post button.

PS: pls do not be misunderstood that i still have feelings for sherman. that, i'm certain i do not.
PSS: jaychou's new album is pretty much a disappointment. ((: not as fantastic as his previous. ahh, but he's still so cute. ((:
PSSS: thank you mum, dad. your the best parents any child could ever wished for.

2006-09-17T22:51:00.000+08:00

that morning

friday the 15th marks the day of many emotions for all ngee ann students; exam results was what it was. awoken at 6am+ by marvin kang's phone call, followed by jen-ni-hua's sms telling me that exam results were out left me unable to sleep despite the strongwill to try not to bother about the exam results. temptation was too hard to resist, even my all-time-fav sleep did no good.

with eyes the size of moshimoro, i on my laptop and log in to npal. that few seconds felt like hours. finally, the results unfold itself. it slap right through me. it was baad. but i guess it was okie, because i expected it. (:

this sem, i had little expectations. no expectations, no disappointment ; no disappointment, no sadness. instead, i felt more motivated to study harder for the coming sems. i know i sound like an retard trying hard to console myself, but thats how i really felt. moreover, this lingering dissatisaction are merely temporal. (: eat an ice cream and it will be gone.

GPA : 3.0833

((: i need a holiday.

2006-09-10T11:24:00.000+08:00

2nd week

2nd weeek of ITP. having fun and still surviving, but it's getting really tough there. still feeling overwhelmed, not sure if finance is really what I wana do.

it's sept already, theres still pretty much lots of stuff i wanna do next sem. they're all swimming around in my head already. but i know, my time management suck. i'll prob give up halfway. argg.

decisions decisions decisions. so many decisions to make. how many of them are really the right decisions, i wonder. sigh, this is getting hard. life seems to be a lifelong mcq exam. some tough question, some easy question, but still the same old 4-options-format.

PS: it's jenns important day today! (:

gogogo! (:

2006-08-28T22:29:00.000+08:00

ITP

attachment starts today. first day of work, 2 and a half hrs of OT. sounds bad? yes, no. (: lucky yc got into the finance dept with another of one of the ngee ann peep despite the overwhelming 16 of us. lucky? yes, no. yc got into the most tedious department and the most tedious section. no kidd. INVESTMENT AND CORPORATE FINANCE. sweeet? yes, no. she got a crazy boss though. everyone's sweeeet there. though she's not alllowed to wear slackish at work, she likes it there. she gets to deal with....... finance stuff. yes, really finance stuff and not filing or photocopying stuff. lucky yc. (:

she's working at changi airport terminal 2, CAAS. for those who are nice, please head down to the airport when your free to have meal with her. (:

for those(heartless people) who are leaving me behind in SG during this holiday:

kenny ong - AUSTRALIA
weiquan,kenguan,mijuan - SABA
elaine - SHANGHAI
ivan - TAIWAN
huihan - HONGKONG
iwan - INDONESIA
edwin - UNITED STATES
jinghui,sheena,nono,jianhui - HONGKONG
alex,marv,meiho,shawn - THAILAND

please take care of yourselves. (: i love youu. (:

PS: i promise to post pics when ive more time!
PSS: needs sleeeeep.

2006-07-30T13:54:00.000+08:00

past

7 months has passed, but why do you all still insist on wanting us back together? this is something i never understood every since day one. what's over is over. what suits him and u peeps best may not be best for me, sweethearts.

you all do know, its never gona be like the past because i know too much already. (: you all have to move on people! but of course i still love you peeeeps still the same, yea?

so, next saturday yesh? (:

2006-07-26T00:09:00.000+08:00

impulsive

well, i was watching this baking show yesterday on chnl 55 at 8pm. it was a rather sad episode. then i realised i was feeling sad too, as if i was able to relate to what was happening in the episode though i seriously doubt so. the point isnt what was on my mind when i was relating to the show, but rather how this sadness i felt so strong for went away as soon as i off my tv. i'm sure it isnt just me, right? (:

are feelings really just merely situational and one's impulsiveness? many breakups are base on impulsiveness, even expression of love is of no exception. such a pity.

impulsiveness is such a dangerous feeling. it makes us feel and do things just because of the sudden urge we feel. whether we will regret it at the end of the day, its a different story all together. if urges were so easy to control, there will never be something call 'mistakes'.

we learn from mistakes, i learn from mistakes, am still learning.

a thin layer not noticable by others but felt by own. it is ever so sweeeet.

2006-07-20T23:05:00.000+08:00

what ECD does to you

5 things NEVER to do when you and a girl have not gotten together
(be it mutual feelings or random dating)

never get touchy. tsktsk. MAJOR TURNOFFF. (:
she has friends, dun expect her to go out with you 24/7
don't talk in terms of 'us'
dont treat her like a queeen, do it after your get together. whats the point of being nice now and a bastard after getting together?
don't remember every every every every every single things she say

alitttle harsh but yea. those are my thoughts, how about yours? (:

PS: some random thoughts that came while talking to my darling elaine as well as sweeetie rachieee. (: they do NOT mean anything.
PSS: feeling high from studying ECD. save meee.

2006-07-13T00:53:00.000+08:00

quayside seafood

to reward ourselves for the 3 long days of taking random-pictures-hoping-it-will-somehow-be-relevant-to-the-5-rules-of-the-assignment, elaine and i went to clark quay to eat. it costed us 100 over bucks. hahaha. the fooood? wasnt that fantastic. tsktsk. we dint see the price of the food on the menu and we ordered. so when the bill came, we went, "hmmmm". (: hahaha. oh wells.

school's getting alittttle boring noww. booooo. life's getting boring too, double booo. :) feeling rather free this few days, feels weird. when you have nothing to do, you start thinking. (:

PS: MI once again. (:

to this special friend(dont ask me who) :
you wouldnt be reading this but i would like to voice out my feelings here. i'm sorry, but i'm currently too exhausted to clear up this small misunderstanding and your misinterpretion of my words. it's the 2nd time already and the number will just increase in due time. intentions were told, but u never did understand. so, i have decided to let it go. i guess it's the best decision for you. i gave you the option, and you took it. there may be degree of sadness and lingering now, but u'll move on. that's how life is, regretting the past after decisions made.

and now as i return you your things, take it and not hang on, for the reaons ive not told yet.

2006-06-29T21:56:00.000+08:00

common test

well well well. schools has reopen and that can only mean one thing, getting back test papers. lol. of course i did worst than last sem, but overall its okie. alitttle disappointed in my fmgt though, because i always liked fmgt. *SAD. hahaha. (:

well, done with IEF report & FMGT presentation. Upcoming:

FMS report/presentation
ECD report/presentation

yeah, two more projects and its a new semester all over again. but whats rather annoying is that, i'm going to have my attachment the coming long holidays. lots of things i cant do, including going japan and helping in bacomm. speaking of bacomm, bashitout2 is going to be on

3rd july, monday. LT68e 5pm-7pm.

anyway, bacares programme for the team has been scrappped offf. very annoyed by it. now, i'll be free this team. bahhh, guess i better make goood use of this time to catch up with my work. meanwhile, people involved in basssh work hard yea! (:

this blog's getting alitttle weird, hafnt been blogging anything personal that makes sense. feels restricted. wonder whats this blog for then? hmmm.

PS: who bought over Robinsons?! somebody tell me?
PSS: i wanna take a step back, too much for me to handle.

2006-06-18T12:51:00.000+08:00

china

it has beeen a realllly long time since i last blog something that makes sense or normal. so i decided to take a short break from my IEF project and write a realllly short entry. (:

common test was rather crapppy, but definitely glad its over
watched one day of aviva open, or rather afew hours
first week of the holiday's coming to an end; another week of holiday left to finish up the many projects due when school reopens.
have been watching alot of worldcup matches. just had this sudden interest. wonder why i nv had this such interest when i was with sherman. hahaha.
beeen playing alittttle of cs. its vvv fun. (: haha.
played badminton yesterday.
bacommm meeeet up part 2!
projeeects?
this week has been really... weird. yep weird. many unfortunate things happpened, both school and personal. guess my personal isssue is largely my fault, but we learn u see. (: and i wanna thank this sweetheart of mine whos there to help me thru. (:
i'm sorrrry.

afew pics to spice things up alittttle. hahaha.

bacomm recruitment drive

wedding

very adorable

my sister and i

npopen

3 outa 4 organisers of npopen. boy, am i glad its over. haha.

before ts goes in NS

urshering for grad ceremony

i like this pic!

(:

our trademark hahaha

iwan thinks i'm short so he attempts to be alittle shorter for my convinence

SHAWN, very scandalous! hahaha.

yc has graduated. (:

PS: when ive alooot of time, i'll upload pics from servechina. hahahaha.

2006-06-15T14:55:00.000+08:00

income disparities

alittle understand, which to bury. :)

PS: IEF, FMGT, ECD, FMS.

2006-06-03T23:21:00.000+08:00

perfect

had my first test of the term. 3 more to go.

Internation Economics and Finance
Financial Management
Financial Market and Services

bahhhbahhh. not stresss, not stressss.

CAN U BELIEVE IT'S JUNE ALREADY? me? NO. like, ITS JUNE ALREADY. ahhhh! almost half of year 2006 is gone. haha. alittttle drama, but yea, thats how i'm feeeling now. i'm sure ive grown, mentally and PHYSICALLLLY(hahaha), but hafnt achieve much. HMMM.

ahh, yesh. congrats to shawn for winning NP OPEN singles champion. hmm. craving for BBBQ. haha.

ps: i wannna watch korean drama. sadnesss.
pss: ur weirddd.
psss: uncovering myself.

2006-05-25T23:46:00.000+08:00

simplicity

everything is very simple, it's whether it would be noticed by sincerity.

2006-05-19T01:39:00.000+08:00

2am

the feeling everyone is feeling. :) how people get hurt unknowingly.

2006-05-14T17:17:00.000+08:00

upcoming

I NEED TO HAVE A PROPER ENTRY, like this, NOW. seriously, looking back at my past entries i have no idea whats up with me. i think i'm just rather lazy to update. forget about the past and i'll tell ya about the future. this one month is going to be funn and tedious. tedious why? because this year's module is so much more diffficult and one NP term is only 6 weeeeks. meaning after 6 weeeks there's gona be common test. like HUH?

NP OPEN starts tml. YEAH
BACOMM recruitment drive starts on tue. DOUBLE YEAH!
BACARES DAY on tue. hmmmm
SERVECHINA project starts next weeek. hmmm

PS: beeen having training. i'm aching alll over! :l

PSS: scrooollll dooownnnn.

2006-05-14T09:11:00.000+08:00

firewall

from 010106 to noow.

first day of year 2006

6th jan, JANE'S 18th

i likeeeee. :D

KCPSS orientation

always my fav section. :)

some time in jan

funfun!

ice skating for fun.

CNY

FIRST DAY

you see this pic? somehow, my mum and my oldest sister got prettier and skinnier and me? I GOT FATTTER, boooo. ahaha.

this are all my female cousins. did i mention two of them are my sisters? haha.

my cute litttle edison-look-alike cousin!

SECOND DAY

HELLO MARIE! :)

THIRD DAY

we went to jen's house!

VERN's 18th!

you know, i know.

happy 18th handsome boy.

val day

this, i like. but it's for my sister. tsktsk. :) haha.

BA CARES campus ~~run~~walk

and alex ccame. :)

while we were studying for exams

when u study too much, u start taking weird photos like these:

bonding camp for servechina

that three days meant alot to us.

dance practices before going to china

at fengs chalet

my deariiieeee

this is what u get when u lose in a game. :l

feng's steamboat

yuuumssss

BAOC

canteeen 3 foood is so not nice.

yiye so cute. :)

super big loseeers

MH's shuiashuia. thank us mh! haha.

2006-05-07T23:40:00.000+08:00

___

you are nice, but that's about it?

2006-04-25T23:25:00.000+08:00

my part

Reminiscing the part, living the future.
Thinking me probablities, solving my questions.
She was a dream, and i a nightmare.
Incompatible as i felt, fated to be distant.
Never to be together, i hated myself extremely.
For a stupid mistake, which i regretted greatly.
Not knowing how she feels, still as ignorant as before.
Feeling f***ed up for life, i ended this poem melancholically.

credits to anonymous

PS: memories of someone who wasnt much of an anyone to me.

2006-04-18T00:50:00.000+08:00

black & white snow

schoool's starting next weeek and i reaallly neeed a day off from everything. just stay home, slack and catch up with myself. sort out thoughts and start the schoool term with a fresher mind. :)

who's who when we think we know them? who?

PS: sorrry stef and ben. i cant make it this time, but i will make it the next time. :)

2006-03-25T00:36:00.000+08:00

GPAs

hello, results are out. and for those of you who are interested, and those who are not, i'll post it here.

Business Management - AD
Business Computing Applications - A+
Principles of Accounting - A+
Macroeconomics - B+
IS modules - B
Written Communications - C+

GPA - 3.5

results are okiee. nothing to be excited or sad about. so yeaa. goodnights.

2006-03-23T00:45:00.000+08:00

MSU

okieee, gona do something stupid now but because i seee it on the TV everytime, i decided to help my cousin publicise. :D hahaha.

yeshyesh, my cousin is in Miss Singapore, and no, she's no bimbo yea? haha. i think she speaks the best among the other 24 contestants laa. seriously. hahaah. ANYWAY, yesh. and my cousin is...

jade seah

it's SEAH, not siah. hahaha.

ah, yeshyesh. be nice and vote for her. :)

2006-03-22T22:42:00.000+08:00

itchy

thank you. :)

and i'm sorry.

2006-03-20T01:05:00.000+08:00

mr blackie

HAPPY 19th BIRTHDAY RAY CHAN. :)

PS: i will send u the flowers as apologies kk? :) just give me the address. haha.

2006-03-17T00:12:00.000+08:00

unsung zeros

i don't have to be the one experiencing it, i just have to see it, read it, be told of it.

how easy it is to remember those two weeks, three weeks. the feeling of lost-ness, despair and the tear that never rolled down. the heart that skipped one beat and became a stone the next. and now, i'm smiling as i see you. the you that does not start with 's' but maybe 'a','b','c'...'z'.

on a lighter note, my shopping trip tml is totallly off despite having other offers to accompany me to shop. well, was realllly looking forward to it though. neeeded a total break but oh wells. :) on the other hand, that means i have more time to attend badminton training which i was already intending very much to skip and my 'servechina' stuff. for example, A WRITE UP OF ALL THE 21 PEEP'S REFLECTION which was just told to me that i have to do it ASAP. oh thank you for the really quick notice. i thought publicity was fun?

family camp's still on, what am i doing here? a decision that i am regreting.

2006-03-10T11:26:00.000+08:00

nichole&mishelle

i should really start blogging because i find all my previous post rather disorganised. if you people still do not know, exams have come to an end. FINALLY. that too marks the start of my new and improved refreshing life. :) woolala.

its gona be a long post with no pictures so take your own sweet time to read, yea?

thur AKA sports day

my last exam, POA. rejoice rejoice! my very beautiful people from bacomm came down to school(despite the fact that their exams ended the previous day) to play sports and have fun! in other words, HAVE FUN AND EXERCISE. running, basketball, badminton, captain's ball it was. ended with a nice full dinner at crystal jade(fat?) followed by watching 'BIG MOMMA'S HOUSE 2' at shaw.

friday

the peeps just had to chooose this day for sentosa. sadly, jojo couldnt come to the beach so the enthusiasm of going to sentosa reduced rather much. BUT STILL, it was a well spend trip spend with my beautiful peeps again. :) sandwiches and omelette with hotdogs were made;lots of other junk food were brought along and of course the wonderful company. suntaning was what we did, a cooked crab was what we became.

speaking of crabs, we head down to hougang for a crab feast. yummmmys. after which we dropped by meiho's work place for a drink. chill till midnight before heading home. wanted to catch a movie with my beloved, but was too tired. :)

saturday

just thought i gave myself some time to rest and catch up with the tv shows(of course, adding the fact that i was too lazy to get my butt off the sofa to change to go out) church was the only place i went. and yesh, i hope jenn is doing well in HK. take care, yea?

sunday

church,
rach's house so that she could house me for half an hour,
keith's house to play xbox and walk his FAT FAT FAT dog(fanny),
mar's house for steamboat and a nap(hahahahah).

that sums up what i did on that day.

look what i found at rach's house.

sheena and fanny!

can u see her triple layer chin? hahahah.

monday

suppose to be in school for badminton camp, but couldnt make it because servechina had plans for us;we were to go to Asian's Women Welfare Association(AWWA) to observe and hands-on on physically challenged kids. it was an experience that is heart warming that leaves you leaving the place feeling angry with yourself, how i have taken everything that i have for granted.

the kids are not as fortunate as we are. facilitators there have so much patience that even i find it hard to acquire. methods of teaching them simple calculator seems difficult though it is suppose to be an easy task. the 4 hours there definitely marks the start of servechina. :) YO!

next stop was to PONGGOL camp. the camp is so ULU. 6km to civilization. went there for some bonding with the team mates, NYAA talk and first aid talk. ah, yesh. NYAA gold award, here i come. :)

left the camp arnd 930, cabbed home, printed out pics, bathed, cabbed down to hougang. WHY? because its JH's birthday the next day. so decided to surprise her at midnight with a cake and beautiful card. well, it was because we dint have time to shop for her present thats why. whahaha. it was well(ALMOST) collabrated with her bf and her sister. so, thank you both. though the surprised dint turn out as we planned, glad we enjoyed the watching of tv and eating of junks at her house till 2/3am?

ahhh, birthday girl. HAPPPY 20th BIRTHDAY AUNTIE.

tuesday

decided to give myself some time so i went for badminton camp at 3. :) played awhile, bathe and it was AGM. surprise surprise, me and elaine got into the comm. and whats more surprising? i ended up with my previous post from concert band, SECRETARY. :l hahaha. seriously, do i have the word 'secretary' on my forehead? hmm.

dint stay over because i had to go home to pack for my next camp, bonding camp.

old comm and new com members

wed - fri

BONDING CAMP. it's held at PONGGOL camp, that ulu place. but mind you, it was more of a resort than camp. the standard of living is even better than NTUC chalet.

what did we learn there? lots of things. i wun go into details but yesh, it was a successful bonding camp. definitely one that make us leave with a much better character towards society, working with others and of course dealing with one ownself.

servechina!

friday

upon breaking camp, i went home bathe, had lunch and off to school for badminton. i tot it was just the normal playing of matches, but no. it was training! that explains the aching shoulders and ham string.

dinnner was at paragon. a rather bad day to hang out cause all of us except sheena was tired. so we head home arnd 10 with sheena tagging along to my house for like half an hr. hahaha. it was just to house her for that half an hr. hhahaha.

today

thanks to mr FNYA, i gota wake up at 545 today. why? because it was the big boy's commando's POP. :) im not sure if it is because they are commandos, but somehow i feel they are actually given more incentives and privileges. and man, are the buildings there nice. haha.

the POP commerce at 9am sharp, and boy was it an eye opener. it is so different from the previous POP that i went to. the unity, the bonds, and of course their super cute combat PT demostration and BCCT demostration. Last and not least, the giving of the jungle hat to the commandos. Only i went so of course i gota give MR FNYA the hat. Looking at the pictures the 5 platoons showed case, it definitely showed that guys have no artistic talents. hahaha. but definitely showed they had fun in the 3 months. :) BMT's over, now for the real thing. (why do i sound i'm the one who just had POP)

it was lunch at TM followed by movie. 'DATE MOVIE', thats what we watched. it was, well. interesting i can say. just another duplicate of 'SCARY MOVIE'. i mean, the movie was made by 2 out of 6 producers of SCARY MOVIE, so what can i say? last stop, bugis. home sweet home for a gooood rest so i dint meet up with my two darlings, jh&sheeena. wooo, they are so nice that i love them as much as i love studying! hahaha. hey, i'm a nerd remb. :) yeshyesh, i'll miss u three in camp.

pardon me for the super blur pics. my camera's spoilt and the next alternative is my N70. supposingly the best phone currently(until N80 is out. is it out yet?), but somehow it says otherwise.

march pass

sun - fri

family camp!

*pictures? i will probably host all the pictures from the 2 and a half long months at one go, yea?

PS:its only been one weeek but im actually feeeling reallly tired and low from all the activities. hmm. wonder how's my other 6 weeks gona be like.

PSS: though tml is family camp, my whole heart isnt there;a piece just refuses to move. i'm needed in schoool for 3 out of the 5 days of camp. such a difficult decision, so difficult. many things need to be done by sat for servechina. where's the time, where's the time.

PSSS: PNG YIYE! i'm sorry, i wouldnt be able to send you the email on what you want me to do cause i neeed to sit down and concentrate on it. but i don't think i have time to do it now. SORRY, i will get back to you on fri okie? :) AND, whats wrong with being in the same course as me HUH!? HUR HUR!

2006-03-04T22:45:00.000+08:00

softly recalling

its a saturday night and ive decided to isolate myself at home now though i'm suppose to be out and having fun. reasons why i decided to isolate?

1) ko REFUSES to tell me earlier what time to meet at pasir ris so i decided to ps him
2) i'm not feeling very well
3) i'm tired
4) i'm tired
5) i'm tired

since i dint meet mr ko, i decided not to go to the airport to send jenn off. mar&alex both intend to stay over there because her flight's in the wee hours. hahaha. guess i'll give it a go since ive church in the morning. :)

YPG was meaningful today. i can totally relate to it. i wouldn't be anxious, because its in His hands. Expectations? They are just ingredients to anxiety.

tomorrow's gona be a long fun day. :)

2006-03-01T22:41:00.000+08:00

serves, expectance

second sister left for australia last friday

oldest sister just left for australia today

parents leaving for i-dunno-which-country this sunday

me..... STUCK IN SG BECAUSE OF JAM PACK SCHOOL ACTIVITIES...... but, I LIKE. :)

yeshyesh, LAST PAPER TML. lots of loves.

(expectations leads to disapppointment)

2006-02-28T18:27:00.000+08:00

ah, yes

HELLO. my blog is so stagnant that i think millions of mosqitoe had already breeed in here. right, okie ignore me. ANYWAY, 2 papers down and 1 more to go. somehow, POA is taking a much longer time to study than i expected it would take. Thus, resulting in me being unable to head down to pasir ris for dinner today. maybe tml, that is if i have completed my studying. yesh, studies cames first yea? (total nerd, geee) haha.

well, I WILL BE BACK. :) for now, good luck to all taking Alevels result tml. yeah!

2006-02-16T15:23:00.000+08:00

where'd you go

i'm taking a shooort break from all the studying of BMGT. beeen so whiny this few days. examsexamsexams, playplayplayplayPLAY. so not balanced. bmgt is driving me crazy. so much so that this nerd here decided to give herself a break and went pool-ing with DARLING sheena yest.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY KO(15th feb). yesh, i love you, u love me. :)

photos are merely photos. memories are just, memories. they play no role in decisions, feelings. i'm sure. no more time for extras feelings, just present ones. looking too afar into the future just blinds you of the present. present, living the present.

2006-02-12T21:09:00.000+08:00

its so obvious

the answer is so obvious! and i do not even know why am i so stressed about it. :) no, its not difficult jugggling. firm decisions just got to be made.

2006-02-11T23:45:00.000+08:00

at this time

its so hard, so difficult juggling church and school and activities in schoool and so on. sigh.

(no life)

2006-02-02T00:07:00.000+08:00

CNY

an event that shows it just another event, as i thought less and less of CNY.

goodnight.

2006-01-21T23:25:00.000+08:00

reasons

why i'm happy

1) two outa three test are OVER
2) finally i went to TheUpperRoom
3) the food there is damn damn good
4) i went iceskating!
5) i joined and sang in youth choir today
6) i have something to do tml so i don't have to lie and end up going out with that someone
7) will be watching 'memoris of the geisha' tml(tentative?)
8) guess who's out?

reminders to myself:

24th jan(tue) - macro test
28th jan(fri) - LMS case study
28th jan(fri) - BCA PBL 2
31th jan(tue) - BCA PBL 2 presentation

2nd-4th feb(thur-sat) - NP open house
3rd feb(fri) - IAC project
6th feb(mon) - BMGT project
14th feb(tue) - val day(hahahhahaahhahah)
15th feb(wed) - KO hits 20
24th feb(fri) - macro EXAM
25th feb(sat) - bmgt EXAM

2nd mar(thur) - poa EXAM
7th mar(tue) - JH auntie hits 20
8th-10th mar(wed-fri) - bonding camp
12th-17th mar(sun-fri) - family church camp
25th mar(sat) - feng hits 18
26th mar(sun) - KCP concert at esplanage

28th-10th apr - serve china
10th-12th apr(mon-wed) - bacomm camp?

yesh, thats it about my life. i guess i'll update like after 12th april? haha. goodnight people.

2006-01-15T22:47:00.000+08:00

interest rates?

was rushing(hahaha) econs article the whole day that i did not managed to study POA at all! haha. feeeling tired and stoned now from all the long hours of sitting infront of the laptop. well, the fact that i have so many projects and test due is starting to get alittle anoooying. sighsigh. all that i can think to make me feel better is the family church camp,serve china(sorrry jenn!) and bacomm camp. sighsigh.

yeahh, learning guitar tml. yeeep. anyway, i cant wait to get the braces out so i can go back to my trumpet. or prob, learn a wooodwind instrument. oboe? :D i was thinking french horn though? ahhaha. :) yeeep, i realised that i still have this deeep love for band. i mean, it's like realising you still have feeelings for this particular person. the feeelings so goood. :) i'm serious. haha. so yesh.

time management! ahhh! you're nice. :)

2006-01-12T22:48:00.000+08:00

in the heart

i guess life is not all about having someone special in your heart, though that's what i see around now. I mean, i look left and I loook right. everyone has this special someone in their heart. no, i dun mean bf or gf. i just mean this special someone. someone of importance in their heart. haha. and i just feel does life have to be complete with that special someone? haha. i find it hard, i find it hard to give. and no, i'm not despo. LOL. so sheeena, u can stop ur not-so-straight thinking. haha.

its weird, life's weird but i learn something new everyday. i learn how to remove my traces of skeptical-ism, bit by bit. :)

it's so difffcult; i'm not trying, can i? bread - if

i'm starting on Youth Walk. :)

2006-01-11T22:29:00.000+08:00

a contract

been MIA-ing for awhile because my cable had to crash on me on sat, the day it started raining thus leaving me no where to go but to stay home. imagine life without cable;its like life without air!

well, that was what i tot for the first two cable-less days. then i found it, actuallly life is so much better without cable! there's like so many other things to do than just go online the whole day or suft the net the whole day! there are things like reading the unfinished book you left on the shelf, the unfinised packing of your messy rooom, the unfinished stack of magazine, the unfinished time spend with family, the unfinished chapted of the bible and so on! :)

okie. seriously that was random randoms. anyway, sch started. being flooded with projects and the shocking remainders that three test are within the next two weeeks. and theres still shoppping to do! so litttle time, so litttle time.

life is a routine.

2006-01-06T01:20:00.000+08:00

today

today, the day it starts; the test. the non-existance. goodbye.

2006-01-04T00:14:00.000+08:00

one

i have one resolution this year.

1) let GOD come into my heart;let Him be much more than a part of my life;let Him stay in my heart;

well, it's gona be very difficult but i'm willing to take the challenge. its so difficult because of all the pressure, own selfishness and the world. it's hard to explain with words. i don't need you people to understand, just myself. myself, so i know what i reallly want. help me thru. :)

i was so sure, but am i reallly sure? hmm.

2006-01-01T23:44:00.000+08:00

010106

hello year 2006! this shall be my first post of the year. haha. hope i did not make u peeeps bored from my previous looonnnnngggggg entry. :) anyway! my entry today is to help me decide which phone to get!

i'm currently in love with the BLACK NOKIA 6680. HOWEVER, my main concern for my next phone is whether it had radio anot, not whether it was 3G. i mean, if i get a 3G phone, i can prob video conference with either cat or my 2nd sis or elena. that doesnt seem to be alot of people. haha. and why i neeed radio is because, my Ipod keeeps dying on me. its like a 3rd GENERATION iPod. but i still love my vintage iPod because it looks so pretty, unlike the 4th GENERATION iPods. haha.

so yeah, isit it so beautiful! i'm in love.

HOWEVER, its year 2006. SO, i shouldnt just stick to the same old user friendly nokia right? i shld try something new, like... SONY ERICSSSON! haha. was asking arnd what phone to get, and marv&cat both told me k750i! haha. firstly, i have never used sony ericsson b4 or though much of it b4. hahaha. secondly, i think k750i has come out for quite sometime already? but it doesnt matter, cause i get radio AND it uses my cam's memory card which is SONY. so yeaaa, dun neeed buy extra memory card. ahahah.

I LIKE THE BACK OF THE PHONE! :D

so yesh people, CAN YOU PLEASE TELL ME WHICH PHONE TO GET? thank you.

2005-12-31T15:44:00.000+08:00

last of year 2005

this shall be my LAST entry for year 2005. so to make this entry 'special', i'm gona bombard you people with pictures and pictures and words and more words. its gona be a loooonnnnnnng entry. so, sit back, relax and enjoy. and lets start by having alitttle recap on my festive week.(for those who aint interested in my updating of my boring life, u can just fasssst forward!)

on 21ST DECEMBER(WEDNESDAY),
it was sheeeena's birthday! i woke up early to meeet NONO so we could head down to her house to give her a surprise. and surprise surprise, she ended up giving us a surprise instead. we were about to alight at her bus stop when we saw HER at the bus stop instead. imagine how shocked we were. so having no chance, we stayed on the bus. and there, she ruined our surprise. haha. but it dint turn out that bad because she felt guilty(which she should. hahah) and ate lunch with us first. :)

after lunch, it was time to head to mar's house to study, or so i though. turned out we dint study there, we ended up decorating his house because ba comm members were going over to his house the next day. it toook us the whole day to get it done. though it wasnt that fantistic, it was our hard work. :)

on 22ND DECEMBER(THURSDAY)
went to sch to study b4 heading for bacomm's meeeting. meeeting was rather short but most things were sort out. ba comm's gona have a camp next year and i hope it'll be a succcess yea? but for now, its 'bash it out 2'!

SO, when the meeeting ended, i drew something on the board. :D

uhuh, no link though. :)

and when the meeeting finallly ended, i heading to church for.... THE CHRISTMAS CONCERT! it was beautifullly done as usual. a pity i couldnt join the girls in performing for the concert too. it's not i do not want, but theres something stoppping me from joining. i will not go into further details because it's a sensitive subject. people in church knows about the problem, BUT they choose to let it as it is, not knowing how deadly it can result to. anyway, too much details.

cabbed down to mar's house after that, but there was this two old lady who were also trying to get a cab. having a long time, i went over and ask if they neeeded help in getting a cab because one of the auntie was realllly reallly old and she couldn't walk much. so yep, i crossssed the road and got a cab for them and she gave me a ride to mar's house! :)

i made this okie! ugly but hard work. heheeh.

chilled at marv's house, played alittle mahjong, and left arnd 2am leaving the guys behind to puke all over marv's house. ahah. poor thing.

on 23rd DECEMBER(FRIDAY),
stayed home whole day but met marv around 9 at j8 so he could do some last min shoppping. :)

on 24th DECEMBER(SATURDAY),
guess how did i start off my christmas eve? well, i woke up very very early to go to schoool to...... PLAY BADMINTON with victor, pei ying and badminton friends! haha, yesh. madness can. left arnd 11 to bath and head to town to meeet freddddy. had to do last last min xmas shoppping for mum, then we head to cine to watch 'NARNIA'.

dinnner time came and i went over to clarences house. :) and the fun begins!

alezx looks sooo cuuuttttte.

i seriously have no idea whats happening

we have been labelled 'COUPLE OF THE YEAR'. THANK YOU meiho! we shall win it again next year. :)

well, they had fun with my hat! :)

thea, sean and edwin!

beloved edwin becomes 18 at the strike of midnight. merrry xmas and happy birthday edwin!

the guys that never fail to love edwin

the girls who TRY to love edwin.

this is what u get.

queeeena and cheryl!

meiho and feng.

the girls

ive lost count of how manny years of bestie, 11?

kisssses

hahahaa. i like this pic

and well, stayed over at clarences house. edwin ended up puking all over the house and yesh, he was crappping rubbbish which made no sense. for example,'tress and salmon'? i see no link at all. ahahaha but veyr funnny. and thank you alezx for making me lose in almost every game of '5,10'. because of that, it got me drunk and puking. haha. it wasnt that bad, at least i got to use someones legs as a pillllow. :)

sleeeept arnd 5, woke up at noon. that means i missed out on church service. i guess it was very wrong to misss church service, esp on christmas itself. at the same time, joanne send me this msg, and it made me remb that christmas is not about giving, its about Christ. :) thank you joanne for letting me realised how selfish i have been. hmmm. and it was home sweeet home for some tv and nappping before heading to edwin's house at 9pm.

on 25th DECEMBER(SUNDAY),
it's christmas! :) went over to edwin's house to chill and stufff. more people started coming after 10pm and stufff.

ian

DOTA-ing!

jane and ed

my fav couple

ian,me,lemon!

well, just something to entertain u with. :) now its edwin's turn.

ahahahahaahhahaha

i was DOTA-ing! they taught me how to! :D

ian just being himself

vern and jane!

celest with this freak. hahaah.

the whole night was all about DOTA-ing, drinking, having fun and having more fun!

on 26TH DECEMBER(MONDAY),
left ed's house at 5am, cabbed home and slept for afew hours b4 waking up by alezx who called to ask me to go to sch to study or something. cant remb. and so i did wake up, reached sch at 1pm to study. left for town arnd 5 to meeet my girrrlfrens! finnally! it was marche for dinnner and also gifts exchange! :D

sljmrk! :)

do you see a pattern? :)

kim still so cute. :)

our fruitful dinnner

chillly

well, we told the person who helped us toook the pic to take the cow too. but i guess he forgot.

on our way to take to take witht he xams eve. for your info, its boxing day already. ahha.

i like this

since rach couldnt make it, it was just a sub!

she has the purple...

she has the green...

she has the blue...

she has the red...

she has the signboard...

and i have the white!

:)

somehow, the effect of the pic dint work out.

on 27TH DECEMBER(TUESDAY),
it was all about studying in schoool. :)

on 28TH DECEMBER(WEDNESDAY)
it wasnt a day off for me. it was rather a day spend fully with NONO! :) accompanied him to cut his hair, walked arnd and watched 'NARNIA' again. yesh, two times ive watched narnia. after the show was meeeeting up with marv&alezx.

goood old nono. :)

on 29TH DECEMBER(THURSDAY),
it was another day spend in sch study, but only for a few hrs. lunch came, we left for adams road to eat nasi lemak! :) talked,chilllled and it was home sweeeet home for some tv-ing and then dinner at DAN RAYAN(tanglin mall)! :) edwin actuallly treated us dinnner. goooodnessss. hahaha. the foood there was okie actualllly, expensive and okie only. lol. hmmm.

it was haagen dasz after dinnner. edwin treated again! haha. now i have this hugggge tummmy all thansk to edwin. haha. well, i hafnt gotten the pics from cat yet, SO, look out for it in year 2006!(so lame)

on 30TH DECEMBER(FRIDAY),
it as the time for edwin to leave for states again. but before heading to the airport, i went back to KCP! yea, KCP. haha. it was for the band actually. cool coool. the conductor's not that gayish laa. haha.

cabbbed to airport,send ed off and it was town with the peeeps. shoopshooop. and the day ended off with pool. :)

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the year is coming to an end(again) but i'm not going to recap what i have done this year because i doubt i did much. HOWEVER, what i can say is that ive definitely done much much more than i did in year 2004. :) anyway, i just thought that before we step into a new year, i should make sumthing clear to everyone.

for those who do not know, me and sherman have broken up. AND, if you are curious(or rather kpo) about why and how and when and what. all i am saying is that, it was a MUTUAL breakup. as in, we both felt it was the best solution. sure, we still love each other, but that doesnt mean we have to be together. :) haha.

though year 2005 was mostly about sherman and me, i'm glad i could still do more than just having sherman. and i hope that someone, who i know will read this, understands this-- that relationship cannot take control of your life. because if that happpens, ur living on this earth has just become meaningless. though YOU do not know what to do now, i know for sure what YOU can do now, you can first start by respecting yourself because it pains us to see u in this stage. i just want you to know, we love you.

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thank you God
thank you family
thank you friends;

rach'
hello darling, its beeen 5 years already. and i guess it's meaningless to use words to express our friendship. so i just hope that with our 5 years of friendship, it would be strong enough to put us thru rough and tough times. we do not want to pressure you or anything, but just want u to know, we'll respect every of your decision. we'll leave the doors open for you at all times, so you can come back to us anytime,anywhere. we just want you to know that. also, i love you darling. :)

sherman'
once a friend, once a good friend, once a boyfriend, now a best friend. though we cant be together, u have given me much and i apprreciate that. the decision was a tough one BUT, we'll both glad we made that decision. :) thank you for everything! yesh, i'll play tennis with u soooon. after my papers!

ko'
kenny ong jian yi, you are always there for me. so much so that i feel my whole life is in debt to you. haha. you were and are still the first to know about everything. whether i liked that guy, or if i was having bf problems, whether me&bf broke up, whether i should do this or that. always the first. :) we practicallly know each other inside out. not goood not goood. haha. anyway, thank you for this special friendship.

jinghui'
my fav auntie! one and only auntie. thank you for being my bestie in NP. not sure how we got together, but we just did. :) 1 year and counting! haha. though ur gona be 20 very very sooon, i still love you just as much okie. thank you for all your wise auntie words!

sheena'
my fav canoe polo girl! this girl is one hell of a nut case. she's the craziest person i met. even more crazy than mel. haha. she makes me smile and makes NP life even more entertaining. sheena seow, u rock my world. :)

feng'
elephant! thank you for letting me join bacomm because my life have changed so much after joining it. haha. i cant express how glad i am, so i shall not. and since i'm suppose to be at ur house now, i shall go bathe and buy lots of chips for us to eat and grow fat!

carrie'
hello love, its been a reallly long time since we went out. so, promise to make time next year okie! haha. anywway, life in MI would be so different without you. i thank God that i could meet u at J8's toliet that day, because that mark the start of our new friendship. you're a very special girl, so continue serving the Lord. haha. i miss you darling!

marv&alex'
sorry, but i dont have any pic of you both together! haha. though i only got to know you two for about a month, what i can say is that the both of you changed my life quite abit with all your random thinking. it just leaves me hanging there thinkin,"what have i beeen doing this 17 years?". thank you two. continue loving each other k. :D

SJM'
thank you thank you thank you.

for those who i did not mention, do know your in my heart! :)

now, i can close this chapter of my book. goodbye year 2005, hello year 2006. :)

2005-12-27T21:48:00.000+08:00

WAITING FOR CAT

haha. WELL, i'm been forced by afew people to update. BUT! i am waiting for CAT to get online so i can blog about my wonderful weeek together with the pics. so yesh, CAT if u are reading this, u know what to do. haah. :) and for now, i'll just entertain ur with what everyone esle is doing now.

In no particular order, list down :three people you talk to online,four people you see at school,three people you love going out with &&three people in your sms inbox.

(ITS REALLY RANDOM)
1 jinghui
2 sheena
3 nono
4 rachel
5 cat
6 clarence
7 alex
8 marvin
9 freddy
10 ko
11 sherman
12 jovial
13 SJM!

So what do you think of number 4?-
what can i say man. :) 5 years bestie.

How would you feel if number 4 slapped you on your face?-
haha, she wun! :D

How nice is number 6?
WELL, u know i know can already laa. haha. :D

On a scale of 1-10, rate how good looking number 5 is.
9! CLARENCE u are one lucky guy. hahahah.

Will you ever fall for number 11?
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAA.

Honestly, if number 8 met with an accident, what would you do ?
buy him a cofffin. okiee. kidding marvin! hahah. rush down to the hospital though i'm watching my fav show on chnl 55 k! :)

What sport would you play with number 12 ?
table tennis! and he just trashed me at that. sheeesh.

What if number 1 got a boyfriend ?
she already has. i'll just make sure i'm her second bf.

Do you hate number 9 ?
haha. what can i say man?

How much do you like number 2 ?
VERY VERY MUCH! though she doesnt see this but she makes me smile everyday! YESH, everyday!

Will 13 and 7 make a good couple ?
HAHHA. ehh, well, alex, do u mind having 3 girls as ur gf?

Would 14 kill you one day ?
THERE IS NO 14! this thingy only said 13! haha. ehhh?

Who do you like more ? 3 or 10 ?
i'm sorrry nono, but i gota pick 10. becuase i know him for like my whole life and also, that he reads my blog. haha. yesh ko.

Get five people to do this thing.
EVERYONE! :)

2005-12-21T00:30:00.000+08:00

judgement

well, i have had two very interesting days. mon and tue. not to mention, fun.

monday, many things happpen. everything just came crashing on me. at one go. but i guess i'm lucky i could share the weight on my shoulder with someone esle. thank you. rach came over while i tried to get on WCOM report done. hang around my room b4 we cabbed to sch to submit my 3 asssignments. after which, it was dinner at THE TEA PARTY down at 6th avenue. foood was... okieee. not that bad, service was too goood that i feelt awkward. anyway, it was to madia corp after dinnner to watch SUPER HOST. don't ask me why. it ended, we went home.

today, sch with nono to study. town after studying. it was cutting of hair, eating at mahatttan fish market, buying of stuff and kbox. yeeeep.

PS: is my judgement of people poor? but i still chose to believe.

2005-12-18T00:40:00.000+08:00

sicksick

feeeling awful now, flu and cough. and thanks to marvs&alex's 600GRAMS OF BAK KWA, ive developed a horrrible sorethroat. arrrrg.

2005-12-17T01:55:00.000+08:00

recap

on my previous entry on EMPTINESSS, marv has done an excellent job on explaining/expressing how i feeeel. somewhat actuallly, not everything but somewhat i feeel. :) and here is his entry.

Emptiness

How often have we felt that our lives are complete?

People always feel like theres something more they want. People who are attached want more time, either for each other, or in sad cases, away from each other. People who are Not attached, want to get attached, thinking that its the panacea to all emotional ailments. How wrong can they be.

I'm always overwhelmed, whenever i'm on the brink of losing someone, something, or some emotions in my life, for good. Don't misunderstand me, its not juz like, losing a closed one. It can be as simple as, losing the joy you used to share with anyone, say a friend. The fear i always encounter, is that no matter what, i'll never be able to replicate the same emotions...

I'm like a historian, not wanting to miss out the details of anything happening around me.

Of coz, if it comes to more severe matters, like really losing a loved one, like your girlfriend/boyfriend, juz multiply the sadness by, say 10. Coz most of the time, it means the persons gonna b out of my life for good, no matter what any1 can promise. Its nobody's fault i guess.. but its real hard 2 like, really keep the person in your life. Its so easy, if its the case that you are the one who lost your feelings/understand that it impossible for u 2 carry on.. But how about the other party, who still remembers, cherishes and wants to honor his/her promises of yesteryears...

What is really true, unconditional love?

I believe that it is the willingness to do anything, absolutely anything, for the other party.
(Not obligation)
And that includes letting the person go, out of ur life. Yes its definitely painful. But why persist if the love you have for others isent mutual? Theres no such thing as fairness; thats a fallacy. theres no real and tangible way 2 measure love; theres no loveometer.

Everyone of us are selfish by nature. Thats a fact. The issue is the extent.

When we prefer to do something with some1 else, thats being selfish. thats a recognition of one's preferences, despite others.
When we choose to do something which furthers our own cause, be it as noble as education, or lowly as theft, thats selfishness.
When we are in a relationship, and there are other things we value more than the person, thats selfish.
But no one said selfishness is bad. its juz... selfish.

sad, but true. and yesh, most of his entry are like this. haha. after gettting to know marv&alex, my life has become more complex. why? because everything to them is uncertainty. they will question themself things that i have never in my whole life think of. eg, what is happpinessss? what is time! hahah. so relative and subjective. yea. and dont think they are mad, they have the answer to those Q. :) haha. peeer influence, and no alex, hanging out with ur more often will not decrease the complexity. haha.

anyway, i'm done with BCA project and now attempting to finish up WCOM which is dued on mon. my topic? its on AIDS. pretty interesting because i found out about some facts which i did not know initially. example, have u even heard of ACTION FOR AIDS(AFA)? that the red ribbbon is actuallly for AIDs? hahah.

well, back to fri. had BCA test yest. the paper turned out pretty okie, not sure if it was because i dint really care or that i really know how to do. but i was too hungry during the paper to bother about it. head to marina square after the test to watch.... KINGKONG. haha. to tell you the truth, thats the firts time i went to marina square to watch a movie. hahahah. sheeena joined me and the bacomm people. :)

well, king kong is......... SO CHARMING AND CUTE. i mean, seriously. his reallly charming. what i liked about the show wasnt the fact that it is 3 hrs, or that the guy lead is so handsome. but the fact that ANN and KINGKONG could communicate with merely eye contact. yesh, for someone like me who actually do not feel that communication with words is very important, it is something very amazing. i always feeel that words is just an addditional source of communication. Words, it does not express what people really intent to say or feeel. its just, words. Also, silence does not mean awkward, it just mean, peace.

ive been spending quite some time with BACOMM members. and i reallly want to thank them. they are not just another group of friends; they are someone u can count on, even if its getting trouble in the wee hours(because they are either playing DOTA or crapping with each other online. hahahahah). and reallly grateful to CAT because she was there when i had to go through some rought times. THANK YOU THANK YOU!

sum pics from BASHITOUT!

haha. yesh, i was just being extra and they kicked me after the pic. :l

they are like so cute!

part of BACOMM. :)

PS: rachel, just remember that i am here okie. :) even if shermans in NS, u still have me, sljm, ur NP frens, church mates and so on. :) its difficult but i know both of u can pull it through. huggs.

2005-12-14T14:13:00.000+08:00

emptiness

how time flies, because its barely 3 days away from the start of our 2 weeks holidays. and that, will mark the end of the first half of the sem, how fast how fast. i feeel like i'm stagnant on this small litttle star called the Earth. as jf said, its like the earth is just moving without me, but with a different context with what we were talking about of cause; theres this emptiness.

how i started my day today was by draggging myself outa bed because theres this IS module briefing which we have to attend. and surprise surprise, i was actually early. for your information, i tend to like to be on time, not late or early. haha. yesh, very particular. yesh, as i was walking out this uncle who was walking by suddenly said 'GOOD MORNING!'. just as i was contemplating whether to smile anot, the other uncle who was behind him said 'GOOD MORNING' too. haha. the joy coming out from them is something i WILL learn to achieve. haha. my my, how random. :)

yesh, a boring entry once again. and yesh, i want to watch KING KONG. haha.

PS: i'm supposed to be doing WCOM project but my group mates are either sleeeeeping or doing other stuffff. haha.
PSS: do u know xmas is in days? but how come i'm not happpy?

2005-12-13T23:06:00.000+08:00

sam soon kim

its for you, who takes everything for granted. And for me, who thinks i've cherished;

gooodnight.

2005-12-12T00:22:00.000+08:00

uncle

ehhh, hope i dint say anything wrong to hurt u. yeeep. :)

gooodnight.

2005-12-10T01:21:00.000+08:00

a curl on my lips

haha. i duno why, but i am VERY hyper now. and addding on to that, i'm feeeling very very happpy now. jovial, u seee. yeeeep.

hahaah. anyway, today the day started out very boring-ly. ahaah. i went sch to finish up BCA and played alit of SUPER MARIO and somehow, i dun seeem to be able to passs the 2nd round. yeah, 2ND ROUND. pathetic right. haha. to think i said i wanan learn DOTA. lol.

so yesh, it was to IAC first then LMS. and then it was to dinnner at crystal jade! though we know that many people were waiting for seats, we just seat there and chit chat with nth on the table except cups of plain water. haha. they attempted to chase us out, but failed. lol. yeeeep. the interesting part was that we took 105 home then upon seeing another 105 behind us, we alighted. BUT, the other 105 bus dint stop so we ended up at this bustop where there was nobody! and, doing what NONO does best, we sang our hearts out at the busstop. :) yeah!

its 2, i have a match tml. so shldnt i be sleeeping? :)

2005-12-09T00:35:00.000+08:00

YC&bacomm

haha. helllo, i am back. life have been rather interesting. :) was quite caught up with school that i dint realised that Youth Conference was here! i mean, YOUTH CONFERENCE! haha. it was actually something that i was looking forward too. yea! the topic's on 'JOY'. and coincidentally, its a topic that i really needed to know and learn from. so yesh, i always knew GOD had a plan for me. haha. i know, i sound so wrong to interpret it like this. haha.

back to my life. it was meli's bdae on sun! so yesh, HAPPPY BIRTHDAY! haha. went over to her house with pizzza and yesh, the girls chilled at her house and watched sum shows. haha. then it was to church for YOUTH CONFERENCE. i mean, i reallly did felt real joy. :)

today was THE day. BA COMM! haha. i think everything went prettty well. haha. i mean, marvin's a greaaat president! yepyep, a reallly nice guy. :) haha. bacomm isnt just about marvin, its about everyone. and i am slowly learning something from bacomm. yeeeep. :) then it was dinnner at westmall.

thats all for now. :)

2005-11-28T00:10:00.000+08:00

i'm happpy

wah, i'm shocked. not sure what happpen, but seems like theres this suddden rush to read my blog yesterday. the number of readers increased by quite abit. isit because of my previous post then ur start asking ur frens to read and then guess who isit? hahaha. oh welll.

okie, anyway. i dun think i wanna blog anything personal here because for those people who i wan them to know what is happening, i have already told them. those that i misssed out, u will know sooon. :) yeeeep. i can only say, i'm feeeling much happier now. and when i say that, believe me okie. yessssh! competiton tml! YIPEEE! hehehe.

anyway, i totalllly enjoyed myself today. thank you jf! thank you BA commm! :)

2005-11-26T21:42:00.000+08:00

to this very special guy

we used to be strangers, and we became friends. next was good friend and then to bf. then back to strangers and good friends once again. we share this very special relationship which no one understands and i too do not bother explaining to anyone. you understand me the most, know what i need when i'm down, know what to do at the right time. we've come very far.

thank you, thank you for this 5 years.

PS: yesh, i'm still very busy with training and schoool work.

2005-11-20T19:55:00.000+08:00

death is not

hello, for those who think that i'm dead, well no. i'm not.

yesh, my life is going through some minor and major changes. and for those who worry for me, care for me. thank you and do not worrry. :) haha.

beeen busy with school, projects, training and hanging out. :) so yesh, not much time to update. this weeek's going be training everyday. yepyep. :D just realised i have beeen misssing out on alot of things that i should have done earlier, but its not too late to try now. haha.

PS: harrry pottter is a disapppointment. so even if u dun catch it, it wun mattter. save ur 9.50bucks actualllly. :)
PSS: novena fish&co service is TERRRIBLE.

2005-11-10T00:48:00.000+08:00

thank yous

thank you ko.
thank you rach&sherman(hers).
thank you joshua.
thank you mel&jess.
thank you jinghui.
thank you sheena.
thank you elaine.
thank you kahyee.

PS: in no particular order!

2005-11-04T00:12:00.000+08:00

moon's hope

this week have been terrible and its starting to get alittle better, now. it's called, bf problems.

anyway, today i went to the car show room with parents and sis. spend the whole afternoon test driving the cars. and my sis will change her car from TOYOTA to HONDA and my parents? from BMW to BMW. well, my dad's a boring guy so dun expect any drastic change in the near future. :)

ah, yesh. this week will be better. and i hope this thing called the-bf-problems will be solved soon. till then.

2005-10-30T21:45:00.000+08:00

make ups

schoool's starting tomorrow and reallly, i do not think i will enjoy this sem. the modules seeem so boring or difficult. there's WRITTEN COMM which i do not think i will enjoy because i have to write stupid long esssays, POA becuase i have not taken POA before and think its boring, MACRO ECONS as i have to go through another round of econs when i have already done MICRO ECONS the previous sem, COMPUTER APPLICATION yet another round of computer module and this weird IS module that i have to do that is callled IAC, something community. moreover, i gota go find textbks to buy again which cost like a bomb. haha.

okie, enought of my complaining. updates time.

wed was shopping with rach. not satisfied with my buyings because my main aim of shopping that day was to buy tops. in the end, bought only 3 tops, 2 pair of shoes, 1 skirt, 1 belt and 1 coin purse. as u can see, i bought 5 other redundent things that was not on my list of 'BUY'. AND, i cannot believe rach did not buy anything. she can resist shoppping sooo welll! haha.

thur, met bf arnd 3 and we went to catch FLIGHTPLAN. a pretty goood show so do catch it. and rach, we tried PEPPERLUNCH. YESH, its very easy so i do not have to worrry if its uncoooked or overcooooked. haha. do try PEPPERLUNCH too, pretty goood. and it was sakae at funan after movie. then the weather decided to go against us and started pouring and lots of lightning. callled mum to fetch me. well, unlike ivan, that sillly and somewhat stupid boy, he stayed under some HDB flats for 2 whole hours with nothing but CREATIVE ZEN to keeep him company while he waited for the rain to stop so he wun get wet as he headed HOME. YEA, HOME. haha.

fri was my class, TF02's chalet. okie, maybe i wun say ivan's a stupid boy, but rather me laa. meet ivan at SERANGOON CENTRAL and smartly thinking that BEDOK is the red line of mrt, i told him we should head to bishan as its nearer. so we took 53. saw 55 at the interchange and shook the thought off that 55 goes to east coast. head to the mrt and found out, BEDOK is on the green line! so if we took the mrt at serangooon we will reach bedok faster. when we do finally reached BEDOK, i was told to take 135 to the chalet. RIGHT, 135 actually passes by my house. so after all the trouble, i could just take 135 to the place. ivan was too lazy to take bus and ended up taking cab, what a way to start the chalet.

chalet was all about night cycling, having muscleache from all the cycling, sleeping at 6, being pester by the class guys to wake up at 9 so they can have the bed, having mac at 10, more cycling, cleaning up the whole dirty chalet, missing out SAILING with the guys because we had to marinate the chicken and prawns(WHY DO GIRLS HAVE TO DO IT AND NOT THE GUYS), eating like a pig during bbq and home sweeet home. yesh, i'm still whinning becuase i dint get to sail. sheeesssh. foood was good anyway.

its home today, missed church today. actually, missed church for the last 3 weeks. hope teacher ck aint mad at me. will be back next weeek to continue the Book of Daniel. :)

2005-10-25T19:57:00.000+08:00

shadow's light

before i continue, there's gona be quite afew pictures in this post. so wait for it to slowly upload. haha. lots of nonsensical pics though.

back to updates. remember about the STEAMBOAT before i left? yep.

Mr George is a very good coook. he will surely be invited whenever we have steamboat. hahaha.

ah beng alert!

so cute right. i always love this cute couple. :)

and this is my love

so compatible!

we are missing you, mel.

(:

sweeet kisses

and kim was just trying her VERY BEST to hide this humongous pimple. haha.

and now, CHINA. the trip was rather disapppointing. thought of coming back with one huge luggage of things, but it was rather the opposite. for those who keeep on thinking that china is a good place to shop, yesh. its definitely a good place to shop, they have like a milllion zilllion shops there. they have lots of stuff, but whether if they are to your liking is another issssue. haha.

but it was rather an eye opening trip though. the so-oh polluted air, the roads that felt like it was made of rocks rather than tar, the messy traffic that seems to say they do not have such thing as taffic lights and buildings that can only be seeen last century. the malls there are HUGE. i really mean HUGE; one mall can be about 3 times the size of suntect. thye also have other kind of "mall", some what a flea market but not so. if you wanna buy clothes there, you cant try at all. so its really just plain luck if you can squeeze in.

anyway, my flight was at 4.20 am so i just toook a short nap then head to airport. practicallly nothing was open. worst of all, i had to take AIR CHINA. haha. the worst flight i ever toook, though its merely 4 hrs.

DAY ONE
upon reaching china, i realised that i was on a trip with 8 AUNTIES! i almost dead. i only thought 3 aunties, turn out it was 8 aunties. and my mum was the youngest auntie there. imagine how bored i was this 8 days. then the next bad news, we were going this villlage called MEI XIANG. and the journey was 5 hours! even longer than the flight. thank God the van we toook was rather comfortable. haha. when i was told we were going to the villlage to stay overnight,i was skeptical about it. i thought the building loooks like this:

but turn out, its actualllly bigggger and nicer than my house. but sadly, it has no lift.

the mum and the cute girl. she's rather naughty. haha

i had to snatch her away if not she wun let me carry her! haha.

ahh, yesh, this are the 8 aunties. and they are alll sister. WOAH right? no, they still have brothers. the mother gave birth to 14 children. my gosh.

my lugggage and my bag

since by the time we reached there, it was already dinnner time. we went to this place to eat. HAKKA FOOD. i dint know it was so cheap to eat in china. a dinnner for 10 over people cost only about SG60 bucks! it would definitely cost afew hundred here. it was shoppping after dinnner. nothing there suits me.

DAY TWO

woke up and walked alit before heading to this interesting place to eat lunch. HAKKA FOOD again.

i dun really know what it says. sumthing about farming?

the toools?

this thing is NOT LIGHT. heavy like crap.

i think they are alittle old for this

after lunch, we head to GUANGZHOU. it was another 5 hrs ride there.

on my way to GUANGZHOU

this is where i stay in guangzhou. dint i say their building are nice

anyway, by the time we reached there it was around 10. so we just settttle down and sleeeeep.

DAY THREE

it was shoppping time:

we toook a bus there. the bus is not like what u seee in movies, they are realllly nice. even nicer than our SBS buses. it cost SG40 cents for every trip! doesnt matter how many stops.

isit it suppose to read, "guardian"?

dino i saw in this mall

their mac

random pics

the oh-so familar shops

i wanted to try it! but loooks rather sweeet so i dint. wonder how it taste like. HMMM,

and we head to the next place to shop. mrt it was:

the station

their mrt token. so cute.

the train

after a long day, with me buying NOTHING AT ALL, we head back. TEOCHEW foood for dinner it was. after dinner, auntie shirley wanted to do masssage so we went to this place for massage but they dint let me do cause i was having my period. PIG. so in the end we went to wash our hair, with alittle shoulder massage together with it. it cost SG2 bucks only! amazing. and they wun that bad either.

went back and found out an interesting event that happened today. the oldest auntie, think about 70+ years old, her gold necklace got stolen on the bus! your must be wondering, necklace on the neck still got stolen. thats because this young guy actuallly offfend this auntie a seat on the bus. then at the next stop, he just sntached the necklace and ran down the bus. i mean, what this is world coming into. how can he do that! but you know, it is NORMAL to happen. i heard even worst stories like how you can be talking on the hp one moment and the next moment your hp is in the hands of the robbbber cause he just sntached it and ran away with it! the people there are unbelieveable.

DAY FOUR

today was rather relaxing cause the aunties wanted to go and pray repesct to their late brother-in-law so i stayed home and watch tv. they have alot of channels! and all showing my fav drama series. mum left me face mask to do so i did while i watched tv. :)

pampering myself

they came back arnd 3 and so we head to continue our shoppping.

toook a cab there. and that grill is to protect the drivers from robbbers. what a dangerous place to stay in.

like this skirt from MISS SIXTY. but size S is rather smalll and size M is rather big. dint buy. sad. haha.

and it was home after shoppping. they coooked currry and hairy crab. the hairy crab had no meat at alll. not sure why the people like it so much. haha. it was massage time after dinnner. went to the club for some massage for 2 full hours. first hour was fulll body, the last hour was leg. i'm not sure whether if your muscleache is suppose to feel better after the masssage or even more painful. but for me, it was more painful! not sure why my baby love massage so much; he love going to m'sia for full body masssage. even wanted to buy me this masssge book for me to learn. haha. maybe he like those auntie who masssage for him. hahahahaha.

DAY FIVE

china realllly do have interesting places. this time, we went to this mall that sellls nothing but acceeesories and they come in bulks. every single shop in that mall. but again, i dint buy anything.

the shops there

out of there for lunch and more shoppping.

china's having this exhibition thingy

so they need many policemen around, for example this policeman in MCDONALD.

auntie felt that we have just beeeen walking around and shoppping, decided to take that night off from shoppping and went to take this cruise ride.

the cruise ride was BORING. i think even clark quay boat ride is even more interesting. i can give you 5 reasons why:

1) SG's boat travels at a much faster speeed than that in China
2) SG's boat guide speak in english and not chinese, which i dun really understand
3) SG have nice and taller building than China
4) SG's boatd let you sit anywhere you want rather than allocate seats
5) everything is just better!

and it was home after that cruise ride. while waiting for bus to come, this group of 3 boys came up to me and ask for my number. haha. rather amusing but the bus came so i just went up pretending i dint understand chinese. but they were so cute! haha. told bf about it and he laughed his head off. wonder if his laughing because they were still high schoool boys or isit his gf so ugly still have opeople apppproach. HHHMMMMMMMM. if its the 2nd reason, he will reallly die.

so cute yea?

DAY SIX

today,no pictures taken cause one of the auntie's daughter's niece came and brought me out. she's 20, so she can bring me to places where things actuallly suit me. and yesh, finalllly after so much days i get to shop but it so happened to be the last second day of the trip!

her name's XIAO MAN. and the only way to commmunicate with her is CHINESE. haha. yeaaa, chinese. i almost dead laaa. haha. she's currently studying law. interesting. haha. and! she resembles CARRIE!! haha. reallly! so i felt reallly comfortable with her. hahaha. but irony is that xiao man speaks chinese realllly well but carr cant. haha. dun killl me carrr.

DAY SEVEN

and its time to head to SHENZHEN. the place there is actuallly nicer than GUANGZHOU. the traffic aint that messsy and air much cleaner.

prettty

doesnt she resemble alittle of carrie?! haha. and the small girl is very cute!

today was even more interesting! they brought us to this mall that sell ALL the FAKE BRANDED GOOODS. yaaa! from LV to PRADA to GUCCI to FENDI to BURBERRRY to BALLY to many other, haha. it was an eye opener! they had lots of bags! yum! haha. and then it was time to go home, back to singapore! YEAH!

this ait tix loooks realllly, erm.

lucky me i got an empty seat next to me again! :)

that marks the end of the trip., so happpy i'm back.

MONDAY

met jh to go suntanning at sentosa. was on the way there when i started complaining about how Year 2005 was ending and she started complaining how she was hitting the BIG 2. she's gona be 20 sooon. haha. that old woman.

the tram took so long

ah, yesh. that auntie brought the umbrella. :/

she said i was peeeping at her! haha

mooon and sun

she so tall

so i try to be as tall

:)

the dog actually came over to us. so cute yea

the sun's so hot

we were perspiring like crap!

oh yesh, she stood up forgetting her bikini was untied. haha.

we had to entertain ourselves

as we head to NEW ZEALAND ICE CREAM

us

both of us feel he's very sexy! hahahahah

and we feel like a star

2005-10-24T23:53:00.000+08:00

sweeet love

yesh, i'm back and will be back to update sooon. so wait! :)

PS: KAHLEN DID NOT WIN "THE AMERICAN NEXT TOP MODEL"! so sad. shes like so prettty la! haha.

2005-10-15T22:11:00.000+08:00

chocz

i'm a very happy girl, not because i'm leaving for china in 2 hrs time but because i had a fantastic time with my bf today. :)

had a tiring night last night but couldnt sleeeep much also, so i woke up early and did some packing b4 i left the house to meeet baby. head down to town and i went to buy a bag. :) happpy with my deal. then next was CHOCZ at paragon.

the chocolate was, PURRRRFECT. i mean, i'm not a chocolate fan cause when i eat any chocolate other than white chocolate, i get headaches. yeah, wierdo. hahaha. but it was so nice, i felt so happpy. tried diffferent types chocolate, drink their FAMOUS drink and tea. yummmmys. i think i will enjoying going to MAX BURNER after coming back from the foreign country. to end off this wonderful day, i had my dinner at ANATOLIA. turkeish foood. what more can i ask of? haha.

yest, i had steamboat with my fav people. not many turn up though. but nevertheless, the foood was great though i dint eat my fill of prawns. haha. bowling was how we ended the day. jf and ian actuallly tricked us into playing bowling and then they sneaked off to play pooool. UNFAIR. you see this jf! haha. anyway, thanks for the memory stick! :) so we're even now.

yesh, wait for me to come back with all the gifts for you people! till then.

2005-10-13T23:22:00.000+08:00

sentosa;rain

went sentosa today, and the weather wasnt on our side. though it was drizzling when we woke up, but we decided to go ahead with our plans. not a very wise choice. people who were suppose to go were either still sleeeping at our meeeting time OR gone missing though they said they were coming, so nvm. made do with what we have. thank God for jinghui and sheena. :)

the rain got heavier and we girls dint fell like doing much. plenty of clouds, not a sight of the sun to be seeen. couldnt tan, caouldnt do basically everything. so we took like a million times round siloso beach with the tram and settled ourselves in sakae sushi. that was when the fun started. headed back to sunset bay to play alittle of poool and 'gooof' ball? that socccer game where u turn this handle thingy? hahaa. had fun.

back to the mainland to watch 'into the blue'. jesssica alba is hot! haha. no, i dint watch the show for her. its pretty goood 'cept that they can leave out the grosss part like how the shark ate the people and stuff.

she looks like a star.

and our journey begins

with us

and the pineapple look-alike

i love her

and her

and we become 3

we sure are happy tourists.

S for sheena and sakae

:)

this is what i ate and it tasted like, nothing. no goood.+

u will never guess what we were doing. :)

thai express b4 movie

PS: people ask me to organise outings, so i did. i tell people in advance in order for them to keeep that day free, and they agrrreeed. then they come telling me, "i can't make it!". so if you know you cant, say, "i cant!". no rach, it isnt about u, its about everyone.

2005-10-12T22:30:00.000+08:00

brownies

my blog seems rather dead, so i shall drop a post to stop the stagnant.

anyway, i wanaa say that i met up with rach last weeek and no, u did not become tanner. lunch was fantastic actuallly; ate at PASTA CAFE. you know, its located at taka basement, opposite yoshinoya. ate seafood pasta and seafood 'platter', we shared if you are wondering why i ate so much. delicious, adding to the fact the seafood is my love. :)

just the usual going out and shopping for the next few days. then me and baby had fish&co on tue. ate prettty much, and of cause i left the place satisfied and fat. however, there was this interesting couple who were sitting pretty near to us. i noticed that they were not talking at all. the female was tracing this fish-look-alike thingy with her fingers and the male was loooking everywhere but at her. after quite sometime, they still wun talking at all! then the girl toook her bag and left the place. my first thought was, 'she just walked out on him!'. haha. i keept pestering bf about it, cause i know i will do that to him if he ever spoil my dinner by making me angry. hehe. fooods pretty important to me and i want to enjoy it if not i'll flare!

back to the couple. the foood came, still no sign of her. we paid our bill, still no sign of her. left the place, still no sign of her. then we walked out, and thank gooodnesss. she was walking back. i know, i'm very kpo. haha. :)

2005-10-07T22:21:00.000+08:00

results

yesh, the results are out. not sure why, but i couldnt sleep. i kept waking up to see if it was 9am yet. haha. i even dreamt of my results, Ds and stuff.

Business Stats - A
Econs - B+
Oral behaviour - B
Cats - B
CIP - B
Oral communication - C+

it was okie, i guess. but theres always room for improvement. so yea, next sem. :)

2005-10-05T11:27:00.000+08:00

muted in likes

okie, i gota clear up sumthing. rach came back YESTERDAY, not sunday. haha. how sillly of me. and yesh, she woke me up at 9.38AM today to ask me to come online to talk to her. thank you best friend for waking me up. haha.

anyway. heres some pic from the dinnner at geylang. if you remembered. haha.

me and grandma. she's quite funky though. she dyed her hair reddish purple once. i asked her why and she said, "i dye wrong colour". :)

my oldest sis and my grannnds.

family pic.

thats all. haha. anyway, wanted to go on a diet(HAHA) this weeek but ended up eating at chomps on mon and then meet jh yest. thats means when u meet up with jh, u dun eat simple meal. haha.

anyway, met jh yest to cut my hairrr. uhuh, yessssh. this time i went kimage, not mahogany(?), to cut. tried my luck to see if ellly was still working there.

while waiting for me.

and yaaaaa. this time my hair cut is different. so behold..........

TADAAAAA

front

side

back. actually i only like the back. haha.

okie, for those who have already fainted and are now on the flooor(people like ian and val!!), get back on the chair! haha. saw ian&val yest and they were STARTING AT ME. even when they board the bus, on the bus and as the bus was leaving. they kept staring. haha. RELAX, the curls aint permanent k. haha. elly asked if i wanted to curl my hair but i still hafnt decided so she just did a temp curl for me to seee. haha.

jh*me

:) having fun.

then we decided to watched corpse bride. lucky it was a tue. wasnt that gd laaa. but b4 that, we went manhattan fish market. the foood aint that bad laa. though rach say it sucks. haha

her fish&chips

my flamming platter

after the movie, i went bishan to meet justina as we were going jeremy's POP! haha. took so pics but most of them are in justina's cam so when i get from her then upload k. haha. when we went there, it was either their parents who went there or the NS men's gf. and us? he introduce me and justina to his mates as COUSIN and SISTER respectively. haha. right, i have a new cousin. it was pretty interesting laaa, esp when they did the t-baton display. haha. :)

2005-10-01T23:15:00.000+08:00

rain

well, time to update my blog. before i start updating, i wann say this. I AM GROWING FATTTER EACH DAY!!! eattting and slackin at home. now, i have this even LARGER tummmy. haha.

oh wellls. accompanied jinghui, my chinadoooolll, to look for her darling's present. speaking of which, she shld be at amici resturant now celebrating her bf's birthday. wonder how it went. haha. anyway, back to thur. met her in the nooon to eat lunch and shop for bf's present. in the end, we ended up shoppping. whats new right. aha. ate at nydc and i was sooo fulll. i dunno what is wrong with her. she eats like 6 meals each day and she stilll get hungry after afew hours. haha. spend slightly over 200 bucks this time. being a Banking & Fiancial student, i reallly dont think the course is suitable for me? i'm suppose to be able to plan my money well and stop spending so much? my future job may be being someone's personal financial adviser! how can i be when i cant even deal with mine. haha. i will work something out, yea? that reminds me again. my results are going to be out..... sooon. haha.

friday. my fav day cause i get to meeeet up with bf and also eat to my fill. haha. friday was the day my oldest sis treat my family and my aunt's family to dinnnner with her first pay. she even asked if i wanted anything so she could buy for me. this offfer comes only ONCE IN MY WHOLE LIFE. yesh, no kiddding. haha. btw, my aunt introduced this job to my sis.

ate at this resturant in geyland; some seafoood resturant. they order so much! i ate like frog leg, which i have not eaten for about 10 years, prawns crabs and other stufff. you know, i dint know that fresh water prawns have such a BIG 'head'. yea! i bet you people dint know too. almost fainted when i saw the size of it's head. haha. looks like the prawn had a turmour. :D oh yaaaa, the crab was so yummmy. ate so much i felt that i was gona die of high cholesterol the next day.

OH YAA, i forgot to mention that bf's sister gave birth to a baby boy last sat, 24oct. post up some pictures sooon of the cute litttle nephew. :) anyway, scv is showing 'FULL HOUSE' now. though i completed watching it already, i still like the show! haha. i know alot of girls are watching it now too. must be drollling over the guy, RAIN. so handsome yea! speaking of korean drama, after completing the 'FULL HOUSE' series, i also watched finish this other korean drama. it's called 'SAVE YOUR LAST DANCE FOR ME'. i know the title sounds chessssy. haha.

must be thinking why am i so obessssed with korean drama. :) but then again, i'm sure alot of people feeel that the best romantic drama would be any korean drama. it's the kind of love we always wished for. chessssy kinda of romance yet romantic in a way. haha. please dont mistake me that i'm in some dreamland, waiting for my prince charming to come. i'm not. haha. but ask yourself, dont you wish that your bf/gf could be like the main lead in any korea drama you just watched? one way or another. haha. don't take it as some childish thought because there is always this small child in you. i'm just bringing it out for you people. no harm watching korean show to leave you thinking why is your other half not what you want. maybe, the problem lies in you. :)

PS: can wait to go jeremy's POP. his graduating from police acad on tue. YEA! :) but i'm going alone? so yesh, rach come back sooon and accompany me. haha. yesh, misssing you lots though ur coming back like TOMORROW. yeah.

PSS: i know this is a long entry, but bear with me yea?

2005-09-28T13:18:00.000+08:00

marchee

let's see. yesterday was a great day actuallly. it started off with reading the newspaper and reading about how school's are taking action against student blogers. i know everyone must be thinking, "where is liberty of free sppeech!" but if your in singapore, make sure your freedom of sppeeech is WITHIN their laws. :)

next stop is to dental. quite an interesting trip actually. the assistance saw that i was wearing a pair of different earrings and ask if its the fashion now. haha. then we started talking about poly and about her niece/nephew. :) then my dentist came and said my lacy earrings was cute. whats wrong with my earrings? HMMM.

then my mum came and fetched me to great world where we shoppped. okie, i shopped. bought 2 pairs of shoes, 3 tops and some other stuff. :) ate at jack's place. the crayfish was TASTELESS. haha. been a long time since i ate at jack's place. wun be going back for quite some time i guess. haha.

then, went to SGH to see auntie karen. felt quite sad after the trip down there. she's suffering from depression and so they brought her there for therapy. she seems like a totally different person. a person who once loved talking and coooking now dont even recognise who we are. its very sad. but she's improving. thats great. :)

after the visiting hour, went over to katong with my mum. she brought me to do manicure. read carefully. SHE BROUGHT ME TO DO MANICURE, not I BRING HER TO DO MANICURE. this shows how vain is my mum. haha. the two ladies tbere are so cute. they are prettty young and asked me where i bought my bag. haha. my mum knows i like accessories so she brought me to this shop that is reallly reallly prettty. so i bought 2 necklace and 1 earrring.

cabbed down to town to meeeet the group and bought jack johnson's cd while waiting for ian to arrrive. that stupid boy. hahah. and then marche to celebrate his birthday. lucky boy, he had 'SO MANY' presents. haha. yepyep. pictures to show ya but i think theres quite alot so slowly wait for it to upload. :)

on the way to town.

this is his 'real' present.

me*baby

ham*mel

dint realise foo had such small eyes. haha.

such a loving couple

birthday boy*val

his FIRST present

turns out to be.... today's NEWPAPER. haha

the 2nd present

it wasnt my idea. ha

the third present. i guess you should know what isit la huh. no pic of it though.

4th presennnt.

his birthday card. what a cover.

interval

just to amuse myself, QUEEN

his 5th present.

FINALLY, we get a picure of this couple. they rarely turn up for the gathering!

jane!!

his 'finaallly' present

happpy laa

happy birthday stupid boy!

aint this what u want?

a kiss to seal this day. :) you better treat val well and be touced by what she have done.

:D

yesh ian, we know your touched.

the end.

haha. and so, spend another 500 bucks on my stuff today but this time, my mum paid for them. haha. anyway, missing rachel lots. she's in sabah now doing community work and will be back this sunday. yepyep, i should have went for my school's community work. next term. :)

PS: i'm heading to china on 16th oct. anyone wants anything? tell me now before i'm gone! dont regret! :)